Stew’s shower scenario

October 18. 2014 Saturday
Stew: Good morning Sassy – ur deep in my psyche I think about u all the time and yearn to b with u – know that will b sometime in the future but hopefully we can at least talk today 7:41 AM
Me: Good morning to you! Wanna shower with me? Wash my back? Play with my front? 8:20 AM
Stew: Ur killing me : ) how can u be saying these things to me and not want to c me : )  now I have yet another raging hard on and no way to do anything about it 🙁 yes I would love that – on the road I often had big walk in showers in my room with multiple heads and a bench to sit on – I would live to be there now with u to rub soap and water all over your body and explore every erogenous spot u had – definitely 8:25 AM
Me: Here’s a morning grope for you. Off to Mom’s! I’ll ping when I get back!  8:55 AM


Stew: I love oatmeal – can’t wait to share some with u : ) 10:02 AM
Me: Mom put down a deposit and will move in less than 3 weeks! Whee! Big relief! 11:36 AM
Me: Do you cook? 11:36 AM
Me: I make really good reservations! 11:37 AM
Stew: I enjoy cooking I make really great Thai food – spicy coconut curries – I am not a strict vegan but I try to eat non animal based foods as much as possible 11:43 AM
Stew: So how is your day going have been thinking about u all day – keep trying to think of ways to convey my normalness so that you would want to c me : )  3:27 PM
Me: Been thinking of you. If I handed you my panties, you’d be able to tell! 3:43 PM
Stew: Well that sounds like a good thing – hope it is – I have no desire to move in with my kids when I am old and need help – I would rather be in assisted living or nursing home 3:44 PM
Me: This place is so elegant! Everything brand new, thought out… 3:45 PM
Me: Did you end up coming into the regatta? 3:46 PM
Stew: I can’t wait to smell and taste your sweet juices – i live that u say u may be a bit of a squirter – I am hoping u will want to get together soon – this interchange is a lot of fun but I want to cu live and in living color : )  3:46 PM
Stew: No could not work out the cars – we have 3 cars for 4 people and my kids had to work and Saturday is my wife’s day to hang with her girlfriends and shop – I am alone now if u can talk 3:48 PM
Stew: Now u have me fixated on your panties and what they r covering – u really know how to get my engines revved 4:08 PM
Me: Driving home – can talk a little now or wait til I get home in 25 min? Call now if you like or I’ll ping when I get in. 4:19 PM
Stew: Unfortunately my daughter has come home so we will have to wait for another time 4:30 PM
Stew: I will try and get out to take the dogs for a walk in 25 minutes 4:31 PM
Stew: I am out walking the dogs call as soon as u can 5:07 PM
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5:08 PM
I called him, talked for almost half an hour while he walked his dogs.  He tells great dog stories!  I think that is a sign of a good man. 
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Me: What a marvelous menagerie! 7:22 PM
Stew: Yes they r good doggers and fun to have around – I like cats but love dogs because they r always so happy to cu 7:50 PM

Stew makes his case

October 17, 2014 Friday 
From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: A Test
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 7:54 am
Keeping in mind security I think I will switch to Yahoo.  Let me know if you get this 
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Re: A Test
Date:  Fri, Oct 17, 2014 8:19 AM
Good morning!   Happy Friday!   I got your message and heartily approve having a mischief email account! Mwah! 
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Re: A Test
Date:  Fri, Oct 17, 2014 10:04 AM
Do you use an Apple computer or pc?  Android or iPhone?  I’m an Apple person – work buys my computers.   And a Samsung Galaxy 3 android user.
There’s a problem with my desktop at work so I have a few moments while they work on it.  IT sent a pc person who doesn’t even know how to right-click on a Mac.  Ugh.
Hope your Friday is going well!
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: A Test
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 10:12 AM
Great – glad u got this.  We will use this going forward.
I cannot stop thinking about you.  I sent you an email from my yahoo address and for security reasons I think I will use that going forward.  My family knows I have a gmail account.  They all have gmail accounts and they used to know my gmail password.  So I think it best if I use Yahoo.  
I know you want to take things slowly and I respect that, but (here is the attorney in me coming out) I thought I should summarize my case for proceeding as soon as ur ready. 
I am 60 years old.  I am a very well educated attorney that is smart and thinks about things realistically and am guided by the facts and situation, rather than by emotions.  Emotion and passion are important for me but I do not let them control me to the point I do something stupid
Why is this important – I have been around, I have seen and experienced a lot and this is not something I have entered into lightly or without a lot of thought.  This is something I want very much and something I will do with great care and respect for your needs and wants
I love my home life and do not want to change it or harm it in any way.  So I will be very discrete and make sure I do nothing to hurt my family or you
I am an honest person – this not withstanding, but I will always be honest with you.  I wish I had your circumstances where I could be honest with my wife, but I don’t.  With you what you hear from me will be the truth and heartfelt
I am not looking for anyone to take care of me, to punish me or to fill any need other than to fill the void in my life which is I have no one who wants to hold me, kiss me and make mad passionate love with me.  That is all I want a friend with whom I can share wild, imaginative, passionate love making.  Nothing too kinky or weird and it will always be based upon kindness, respect and what turns you on 
I love big beautiful women.  I am 6 ft 215 lbs so I am a sturdy guy and I like a woman of substance.  I love big boobs.  So what I can see of the one picture you sent I think on a physical level we will be very compatible.  I am sure ur quite attractive, but face is not nearly as important to me as boobs and you have those in abundance – so that is excellent .
I will be respectful lover, who will be focused on what turns you on and what makes you happy.  Nothing will make me happier than when ur having your 12th orgasm and squirting love juices all over my face moaning that was amazing and you never experienced anything like that before .
In another words I am a good decent person that just wants to make you happy and will do whatever it takes to make that happen.  This is not intended to pressure you into agreeing to meet me it is just to let you know that I think I am what ur looking for and I strongly believe ur what I am looking for so when ur ready to meet I am more than ready
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: A Test
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 10:18 am
I am a total Apple guy.  Home computer, laptop, iPad and iPhone.  My son is home with me today so today is unusual I can’t talk during the day, but can email.  I am so excited bout meeting you and what the future could bring us.  I am smiling and jumping up and down (inside of course – must keep the outside picture I present the world the same to protect our privacy – always discretion) 
*:) happy 
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: A Test
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 10:44 AM
By the way I have the worst case of blue balls : ) and as soon as I am alone I am going to have to take matters in my own hands and get some relief.  I have had so many erections over the last few days talking with and thinking about you that I am surprised I have not stroked out with all the blood constantly rushing to my cock   : ) You said you wanted some time to be “bad” and tell me what to do with my hands while we talked.  Definitely cannot do that with my son here, but would love to try that with you some time
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Talking again 
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 12:11 PM
Some how in the act of adding your number in my contacts under a random mail name I lost it all together because after I deleted my call history the contact was not there either. So when you get a chance send me a text. My son is still with me so cannot talk but would love a text from u so I can capture your number. Can’t wait to talk to u some more
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: Re: A Test
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 2:11 PM
Ooh… not sure why but I like Apple people! Hooray!
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
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[We started texting!]
Me: Will this work? 2:17 PM
Stew: Great and for some reason it came up as I entered it in my contact 2:20 PM
Stew: – ur a former co-worker on my phone : )  if ur curious. I loved our conversation last night and can’t stop thinking of u 2:20 PM
Me: Geesh…you can now call, IM, email…wow! 2:21 PM
Stew: He is a guy who I worked with a long time ago – have not talked to him in awhile but it is a name my wife would recognize not think twice about in case she ever saw my call history and is someone she would never run across 2:23 PM
Stew: I hope u enjoyed my advocacy email – just making the case for “normal” Stew 2:24 PM
Me: Very good name! Your case made me smile. You are such a lawyer. I mean that in a good way! Reminded me of my days at the law firm. 2:32 PM
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: re: A Test
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 2:34 PM
That is because we are more creative especially when it comes to the “bedroom” wild imaginative sex that is not weird, kinky just respectfull and based upon a focus that our partners are completely and thoroughly satisfied and pleased : )  : ) 
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Stew: As I mentioned I have a terrible case of blue balls and can’t do anything about it – son doesn’t go to work until 3:30 – then I will have to take matters into my own hands  : ) wish I still had your black bra picture to inspire me : ) but I can clearly remember the “girls” 2:49 PM
Stew: those beautiful bounteous boobs  : )  : )  : )  : )  : ) 2:49 PM
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From: Sassy
To: Stew
Subject: Fw: The blank
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 2:57 PM
Here they are again.  
—– Forwarded Message —–
From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Sent: Wednesday, October 15, 2014 8:38 PM
Subject: The black
Here’s my famous cleavage.  : D
I fought hard to keep these so I get to show them off, right? 
-Sassy
Attachment: Photo (you know the one) 
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: re: The Black
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 3:04 PM
Oh my thanks so much – now all I will need is u directing by phone in your “bad girl” persona telling me what u want me to do to myself  : ) 
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Black or white? 
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 3:32 PM
Here’s another look… 
Attachment:  Same cleavage, in a white bra
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Black or white?
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014  3:49 PM
Oh my ru trying to kill me : )  I love the pictures. Next you will send me one with the girls in their full glory naked with nipples rock hard sans any restraining bra. I so much want to explore every inch of those bountiful bodacious, beautiful, blessed boobies : )  : ) 
A guy can’t catch a break – now my daughter is home from school. No time to relieve the massive pressure that you have helped build in my balls. Don’t get me wrong I love the pictures keep them coming the less restraining clothes the better : )  thus as to your question I prefer neither : )  I would love to see the girls in their full glory
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Black or white? 
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 4:24 PM
Isn’t this fun?  I hope this is part of what you were hoping for in a special friend. 
Now… I have one word for you.  RECIPROCATE!  I adore shoulders.. toes… or whatever you want to show me. 
-S
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Stew: Finally alone – if u have a minute to talk I would love to talk with u 4:27 PM
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Here u go
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 4:43 PM
Attachment:  Two photos of him, wearing sexy boxer briefs and nothing else
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Me: Sorry… there are people all around me. I want to talk but… can’t. Ugh. 4:48 PM
Stew: What time do u get off – I sent u two selfies of me – hope u like them 4:52 PM
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Re: Here u go
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 4:52 PM
Wow!  Hubba hubba!  Thank you!  I adore the mustache… my mind is racing thinking about how that will feel on my inner thigh!  
-S
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Black or white?
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 4:55 PM
Yes this is fun, and it is what I was hoping for in a special friend.  I hope u are feeling very good about us.  I want so much to see the girls up close and personal in their full glory – that would be way more fun.
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Me: Wow…not gonna touch that line about getting off! I leave work at 5 pm. Counting the minutes! 4:55 PM
Stew: Call as soon as u can – I hope the pictures gave u some fantasy material about what it will be like when we r together – I showed u full frontal nudity so in your words RECIPROCATE  : ) 4:57 PM
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Here u go
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 5:02 PM
thanks I try to keep myself physically fit. I have had the mustache forever and you will feel that and lots more on your inner thigh as soon as you want to.  I cannot wait until your warm sweet love juices just gush over my mustache and face : ) 
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Me: Hubby picks me up… may go out to eat… probably can’t call for awhile… will let you know. Any open time this evening? 5:02 PM
Stew: Not sure – have fun and txt when ur available 5:04 PM
Me: Okay to call now?  5:21 PM
Stew: Yes!  5:21 PM
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5:22 PM 
I called him and we had another wonderful conversation!  We talked for 22 minutes while he drove.  
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Me: Hi 9:31 PM
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Life
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 9:55 PM
Hiya handsome! 
You have a great smile.  I’ve been looking at it and smiling back. 
Sorry I did not get back to you sooner… Work was a zoo today!  Hubby wanted to try a new Chinese place and then my sister announced that Mom has already made up her mind to move!  And we needed to fill out the rental application before 9:30 am tomorrow morning when we take her over there for the tour to put down a deposit.  So I got to wade thru Mom’s tax files looking for numbers.  This is happening so fast!  Whee!  The transition may be onerous, but after that life should be simpler. 
Did you ever get to release the pressure?  I was thinking of you… my fingers twitching to reach into those photos and touch… mmm… 
-S
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Stew: Hi back at u – just got back from seeing a movie – so we established u like the mustache – what was the second favorite thing or body part u liked in the photos 10:09 PM
Me: How was the movie? One of my pals was an extra, said the main actor was so nice to them! He commandeered an ice cream truck and handed out free treats! 10:14 PM
Me: Hmm… NIPPLES! Do you like to be touched there? 10:15 PM
Stew: I liked it – it was about a father and son coming to terms with each other after many years of estrangement. I love my nipples be played with and sucked – so u didn’t like my rock hard pecs and biceps 10:23 PM
Stew:  : ) 10:23 PM
Me: There are many, many things I liked. Things I want to touch. Taste. Also, I kept trying to scroll down! 10:25 PM
Stew: Well I can show my lower body – but I thought a cock shot would a bit much or were u hoping for a shot of my feet  : ) 10:37 PM
Me: Probably should leave some thing to be discovered in person. Naked. In a bed? 10:38 PM
Stew: I aim to please so if u want a picture of my feet I can do that  : ) or any other body part u would like to c – I aim to please and turn u on 10:40 PM
Me: I’m good for now… but tomorrow may be another day. Busy weekend for you? 10:41 PM
Stew: Well whatever my lady wants my lady gets – as for weekend I was thinking of going to the Head of the Charles – u want to meet me there – good cover there will b 100,000 other people 10:45 PM
Me: Hmmm… my lady… nice ring to that! Wow! Rowing… what an interesting idea! That may explain why traffic was so beastly tonight. Thank you for the kind invitation. Not ready yet. Do you sing? 10:51 PM
Stew: I don’t think u can call what I do singing 10:53 PM
Me: Are you a church person? 10:54 PM
Stew: No I feel that churches – the institutions like the Catholic Church often corrupt religion. For example with the priests molesting boys the Catholic Church was more worried about protecting the institution frayed than their own parishioners. I am a confirmed secular humanist who believes we should be decent and moral because that is the right thing to do 11:12 PM
Stew: I rowed in the Head of the Charles years ago so I like going to see it and see my old school row – sure u don’t want to meet me? I can wear my old crew shorts so u can check the boys out live and in person 11:14 PM
Me: Interesting! My dad was a minister – very liberal, ecumenical, social justice type – so I was all church until college. I took 10 years off, went back late 20s and was in deep until 7 years ago. Not very spiritual, mostly social justice work. Then my minister and I had a… difference of opinion about what is a good use of church space. And I decamped.  11:17 PM
Me: My dad coxed in college. You can not fit into your high school shorts?! 11:20 PM
Stew: Yes I can fit in my shorts – I weight 215 now and 205 then so basically the same size – yes I liked the church more in the 70s when there was a social justice movement – never understood why the church didn’t advocate for the poor and oppressed more I 11:23 PM
Stew: I know u say ur not ready and I respect that – I just can’t stop thinking about u and I am finding it very hard (literally most of the time) being patient. I will respect your wishes but believe me the moment u say ur ready the moment I will be there to meet u 11:25 PM
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Life
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 11:37 PM
No worries I am still in a bad way – no time alone and so I have the pressure building up – I am afraid I may explode – u sure you can’t help a poor guy out : ) 
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Life
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 11:41 PM
I’m already helping… right?  😉 
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Life
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 11:52 PM
If you mean by sending me pictures and talking about all the wonderful things we could explore together and do with each other that led to me having so many erections that my balls feel like they are going to explode then you have helped a lot a whole lot  : ) 
All kidding aside yes you have helped a lot – every conversation with you by email phone and text has been very enjoyable and left me yearning for more and wanting to see you.  I am doing my very best to be patient but it is hard oh is it ever hard  : ) <3
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From: Sassy 
To: Stew
Subject: Life
Sent: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 11:58 PM
You are amazing!  I adore the way you write!! 
have to toddle off to dream land now… have to meet Sis and Mom at the assisted living place at 9:30 am.  Bleh.   Sweet sexy dreams Stew
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From: Stew
To: Sassy
Subject: Re: Life
Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2014 12:09 AM
No ur the amazing person.  I am so lucky you responded to my initial email and I am so excited about the possibilities that lie ahead for us.
Sleep well. I hope we can find time to talk soon

Meet #37 Part 2 Dancing with Kris

Sunday, October 12, 2014
I woke up about 9 am, washed my face and brushed my teeth, then went to find Kris.  He was sitting on the sofa, drinking coffee, eating a banana and browsing the ads on Christian Mingles.  I ate a bowl of cereal sitting at my computer, checked my email, Facebook, blog hits… 
We caught up on news from his life and mine.  He put on the radio to his favorite station, WZLX, saying Sunday mornings they play the blues and that fits his miserable life right now!  The first song we heard actually had happy lyrics!  He started dancing around the living room!  He is so cute when he boogies!  I had to get up and join in!  We shook our groove thing, then bumped hips and then he twirled me around and took me in his arms!  We were giggling and dancing and… it was so fun!  He looked into my eyes and smiled great big and I melted.  He noted that we had not done that before.  Another milestone!  We keep finding new ways to make each other smile.  
He went off to take a shower.  I wrote to Philip, letting him know I had gotten Kris into my bed.  Ha! 
Kris took off to go watch a football game with another of his Christian ladies, “the very Catholic one.”  I told him Hubby would be away overnight on Tuesday and asked him to stay over with me.  He said he was very busy with work and still very conflicted but he would think about it.  Way to make me feel unwanted, dude. *sigh I asked him to think about it, he could even come in late, and get back to me.  He said, “Have a good week!” and was gone.  I had the feeling he had already made up his mind.  Ugh.  I know… I know… his life is a mess and I shouldn’t push. *sigh 
What a mixture this guy is! So sweet and funny and sexy.  And annoying.  I know I put up with too much but for now it is still worth it.  But I feel like the day is coming when the balance may shift.  If he doesn’t appear Tuesday, that may be it.

He texted as he left the garage. 


Kris: listen for the obnoxiously loud music…and the bike horn beeps goodbye… Alfalfa… grin 11:25 AM

Meet #37 All About Me

October 11, 2014 Saturday

I was leaving my mother’s place after a troubling visit.  She was in a lot of pain and I felt helpless about how to fix that.  I needed something good to happen.  I decided to text Kris.  I had not seen him in two weeks, and only heard from him once in that time (when I decided to swallow my pride and text him).  

2:56 pm Me
Hiya hot stuff!  How it going with you this rainy day?
There was no answer.  *sigh  I had to assume he was busy working, as he always is on a Saturday, and not listening to his phone.  Or perhaps he is on a date with one of the “good Christian women” he’s been finding on Christian Mingles?  *sigh 
I ran errands and went home.  I considered taking a nap, but ended up sitting at my desk, working on my blog.  
Finally, I got an answer!  
5:21 pm Kris
Started really rainy then turned out nice, went for ride. back home. time to make the donuts (work) AGAIN. Arrrggghhh!
5:22 pm Me 
Wanna work on my sofa?  Hubby’s off to a party. 
5:33 pm Kris
Nor sure – only if the demure lady could keep Sassy at bay. really not fair to u….what u really want is sex. I understand but can’t do
[Great!  He’s in the “no sex” loop again.  Grrr…. ]
5:34 pm Me
I want your company.  I want to know what’s up with you.
6:06 pm Kris
by time I got there, work only and have to leave by 11:00 am tomorrow if spent nite. not much time to talk
6:07 pm Me
Whatever you think.  You know I take what I can get.  🙂
6:31 pm Kris
u make me feel guilty and bad. u deserve better. won’t be able to do any real talking, just work till midnite. need to park bike inside. eta 7:45 if u want me to
6:34 pm Me
Come on down!  I have soup!  And grapes.  🙂
6:48 pm Kris
k
7:36 pm Kris
eta 8:30
8:34 pm Kris 
here 
His motorcycle and the music he had on were so loud, I heard him passing in front of my condo building five floors up with the windows closed!  Ha!  I was already in the elevator when he texted that he’d arrived, and opened to garage door before he had a chance to get off the bike!  He rolled into my parking space, dismounted and gave me a long hug.  I resigned myself to that being most of our physical contact.  
He took off the leathers and stowed them, grabbed his laptop and we went to the elevator.  He asked about my mother.  There was another couple in the elevator, so we just chatted along. 
We went inside and he set right up on the coffee table, plugging in his laptop.  He forgets to eat, so I always have snacks on hand to tempt him.  I handed him a bag of Cheetos crunchy cheese doodles to munch on, then offered him a choice of soups, and he picked the Progresso Italian Wedding soup.  I warmed it up for him in the microwave.  I offered him a soda or water  and he asked for coffee.  I pulled his mug and instant coffee down from the top shelf and fixed that in the microwave.  I turned on his favorite radio station. He sat on the sofa, working along, happily munching and slurping soup and coffee. 
I sat at my desk, working on my blog and typing bon mot, chatting with the lovely cheating ladies online on a Saturday night from all over the U.S. and Canada!  I wrote to Philip, asking him how to get Kris into my arms.  I told him I was thinking of taking off my sweater.  He said that would get his attention!  
Kris would look up every now and then, tell me some news from his life.  I’d listen, ask a couple of questions, then go quiet to encourage him to finish his work.  
Hubby got home about 11:15 pm and ordered a pizza.  We helped him finish it off. 
Finally midnight rolled around and he had to stop work.  I went over to sit next to him on the sofa.  He asked if I wanted to get a room!  Like…right now!  Wow… his definition of “no sex” is fascinating!  I thought about it, but decided it was a bad idea.  I said it wasn’t worth the money.  That it was late and we should save our pennies for a time when we could make the best use of it.  I felt like an idiot for turning down a chance to sleep with him wrapped around me, but it didn’t seem right with him so conflicted.  He put his head in my lap and we listened to music and talked. 
He told me stories of his Christian ladies.  He has said goodbye to “the little old lady who lived in a shoe” and is tied up with 20 different children.  She is fun but he can’t see inserting himself into that life.  
He also decided not to continue romancing the motorcycle mama, but asked to stay her friends and ride with her sometimes.  She thought that was a great idea!  He said he didn’t think he has ever had a female friend to just have fun with, and this could be a fun new thing for him. 
He told me about discussing sex with another of his ladies.  I got the answer to who had been occupying his time.  He told me he had seen her three times this week, including lunch today.  They have kissed and hugged in a sexy way but nothing more, though they are talking about having sex before marriage as a good way to know if they’re compatible.  She cheated on her husband, and is living with the man she was cheating with but wants to get away from him.  So now she is looking to cheat on him with Kris!  I told him not to expect fidelity from this one.  And she confirms what I had told him to expect – not all these women are going to be demure, holy people, just as he is not completely that way.  
He told me he had told her about me.  I asked what he’d said.  He explained that we’d had an affair that ended his marriage, that he had been “trying to say goodbye but couldn’t because I am the nicest woman he has ever met and put up with all his crap.”  He said he had admitted to having had sex with me less than two weeks ago, and that’s why he needs to stop, so he can say with integrity that he is not having sex with anyone else.  
I told him we did not have sex two weeks ago.  He looked startled.  I said, “You got a very sassy blow job in Rhode Island.  Which was fun for me.  But there was no sex.”  
He looked even more startled.  “So you got… no action.”  
“Right.”  
“Didn’t we do something in the morning?” 
“Nope.”  
“You paid for everything and got…nothing.”  I stared back. It looked as if he had not realized how that all turned out.  He did get how unfair that was.  I could see the changes in his face as he processed that.  I was thinking, “You worked Saturday night and wrote email to your wife in the morning,” but I decided not to say it – he had already gotten the message.  I was pleased that I managed to find a way to stick up for myself without being whiny or mean. 
“I did get two wonderful meals holding your hand, and a walk on the pier at sunset, and lying in your lap on the beach…” I listed the beautiful memories I had of our time in RI.   “Those are things I can not do with Hubby.”  He nodded and returned to the topic of telling his new lady about me, saying he was being careful.  
I asked him to be sure not to give away personal info about me and he told me not to worry – he has learned from his mistakes.  He told me he thought he had ticked her off – he read me her texts and his… he had been texting her while sitting on my couch!  There is no end to daggers he sticks in me… the attention he pays to other things while he’s with me… women and work and… grrrr!  Too busy to talk to me but plenty of time to text her?!  That was it… I had to get away from him before I told him off.  
I got up to go to bed and turned to kiss him gently on the forehead.  He grabbed me, kissing me hard.  I melted!  I am so starved to be touched!  I put his hand on my breast.  He pulled me back down and started tracing his finger down into my pants. I got up and went to talk to Hubby, asking him if he could stay up another hour or so, so Kris and I could have some bedroom time.  It’s not unusual for him to be up this late or later.  He agreed cheerfully, said he would kill more monsters in his video game! 
So at 1:30 am I took Kris by the hand and led him to my bedroom, closing the door.  We sprawled on the bed and he went right to work on my clit!  He pushed me and pushed me, but it was not happening.  I took off my sweater and bra, and his mouth landed on my right nipple, sucking and biting.  Still not happening. 
I did something I rarely do… I forgot about him, about making noises or moving to please him.  I went quiet and went away in my mind to a total fantasy – a camp fire, a man getting me to undress in front of our friends, showing them my body and what happens when he touches different parts!  I don’t know where that came from… and I am not an exhibitionist, but it set me off.  So naughty… that did it!  I soared!  
I asked if he’d like me to take care of him now?  He said no… tonight was all about me.  I realized it was to give me something for the missed opportunity in RI, but in a way that he could still tell his lady he had not had sex with me.  He went back to playing with my breast and rubbing my clit again but I stopped him…. too sensitive and getting sore.  It was 3 am by then, time to stop taking advantage of Hubby’s generosity.  So I kissed Kris hard one more time and sent him off to the sofa.  I drifted off to sleep smiling.  *sigh 

Kissing you there

October 8, 2014 Wednesday
Me: Hiya hairy chest man! Mom is better! I’m outside! Walking! Believe it or not! 1:52 PM
Kris: glad to hear mom’s better…and you’re outside walking!  (you’re funny…LOL!)  🙂 2:54 PM
Me: I’ve been out every day this week, have a keen sense of “won’t be able to much longer!” How’re you doing? Put your finger behind your ear. Think of me kissing you there! 3:18 PM


Free hugs

October 7, 2014 Tuesday
Me: Hiya hot stuff! You behaving? 7:53 PM
Kris: No – up to no good…was thinking of u today.  thought maybe u were trying to wean yourself from me. 😉 8:57 PM
Me: I’ve been missing you awful bad but trying not to be a pest. I thought you’d found someone better to play with. What sort of mischief? 8:59 PM
Kris: Dating numerous women…no sex.  long bike rides.  dinners…fleeting moments of escape from feelings of loss of wife…kids all hate me.  lonliness.  so dating numerous women is “temporary distraction”…affair covenant still on between us.  I’ll tell u if I have sex with someone…not yet.  like to wait till married.  HAH!.  I’M SO MESSED UP!!!!  9:10 PM
Me: So same as usual? 😉 There are free hugs here for you. 9:13 PM
Kris: something should change.  but doesn’t seem to 9:15 PM
Me: Too true. Things getting worse here. But hearing from you makes me smile. 9:22 PM
Kris: how getting worse for u? 9:25 PM
Me: Mom is a mess… severe pain from spinal compression fracture. And boss is attacking another colleague.  Had a bad cold all weekend but it is easing. Have that “stop the world, I need to get off and sit awhile” feeling. 9:50 PM
Kris: sorry to hear…know the feeling 9:55 PM
Me: I do escape into memories of RI and you, when it gets bad. 🙂 10:20 PM


Meet #36 Part 2 Beach Day

Sunday, September 28, 2014
I woke up about 5 am but managed to go back to sleep until around 9 am.  I was really frisky but could not interest Kris in any play.  He was mired in thinking about and then writing an email response to a nasty text from his wife.  I told him to tell her he is not available to her anymore to listen to her woes.  But he insisted on spending over an hour crafting a response to each of her points.  Ugh.  I told him we really needed to leave by 11 am.  At 10:55 am he jumped into the shower, dressed, tossed his stuff into the bag and we were able to leave at 11:15 am.  
Why do I have to hang around while he works and writes to his wife?  Cuddling with him is good but feeling less and less worth all the hassle.
We drove over to Bristol and were too late to get a seat on the deck at Quito’s.  Argh! We ended up inside, which was cooler but felt claustrophobic tucked into a corner.  The waitress did not speak to us for 25 minutes!  Kris finally got up and went to fetch her.  I had the flight of chowders, sharing with Kris.  He ordered this delicious spinach salad with bacon, cheese, pecans, cranberries and pears!  I nibbled bits of that.  He got the little neck clams in garlic and oil.  I had an odd version of paella – covered in spicy red sauce!  

I went off to the bathroom and asked him to get the bill and a take-out box.  He did it!  We paid and took off.  He wanted a blanket so he could sleep at the beach, and had found a consignment shop and called to check that they were open!  We went over there.  He ended up with Queen size blue sheets, which he can use later, because the blankets were too expensive.  
I drove back through Bristol, showed him the America3 America’s Cup boat, then went over the Mount Hope Bridge and back up 24 to 77 to Little Compton.  I told him about my last dinner with Philip at Evelyn’s Drive-In.  We stopped at Walker’s farm stand.  I got a chocolate chip cookie and their fresh lemonade. He got a carrot cake cupcake and hot coffee.  We sat at a table to nosh.  I braved their porto-potty!  It was clean but about 105 degrees inside.  I had terrible diarrhea so I was glad to rid myself of that! 

We drove on to South Beach.  It was so beautiful!  And crowded!  

We went for a stroll, got our feet wet then camped out on the sheet so he could have a 20-minute nap.  I put my head on his hip and closed my eyes too.  We got up at 4 pm, went to the car to clean off my feet then headed out.  His troubles weighed heavily on his mind, so he was quiet.  I patted his leg and tried to balance letting him think with distracting him.  
The traffic was heavy but rolled along.  I made it to my place at 5:45 pm!  My brother-in-law called asking me to get sparkling ciders.  So I dropped Kris off to get his motorcycle from the garage, dashed to the grocery store for 3 bottles and dashed to Sis’ house, arriving about 6:25 pm for dinner with my cousins! 

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I got home about 9 and texted Kris.

Me: Finally home. Hope you’ve made it also. Delicious lamb dinner and good conversation with Sis and the family. Thanks again for the cuddles and all the rest! Mwah! 9:15 PM