Big Fish swimming by

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April 23, 2017 Sunday
From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Sun Apr 23, 2017 at 12:35 AM
Re: Second chances — work will wind down, maybe we can find time to reconnect?
Hi there Sassy!
Apologies for not responding sooner!  Life is crazy, even more so as the busy time at work ends.
I understand your doubts — I wonder myself if getting back in touch with you is insane and if it will lead to unforeseen consequences.  
But be that is it may, we just have to see where we may lead ourselves.  We can always not go ahead with anything
The next couple of weeks continue to be crazy, so let’s see about finding a time to . . . kiss, fondle, grope, and so forth . . . sometime after the beginning of May.  Let’s set up a time and move as necessary.
Love the Tumblr!  I’ll find one that I like and send it along
Cheers
T

Reconnecting with Big Fish

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April 10, 2017 Monday

From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Monday, April 10, 2017 11:37 PM
Subject: Re: Second chances — work will wind down, maybe we can find time to reconnect?
Hiya Thad!  So wonderful to get your message!  
I hear you about work… so much to do, not enough time!  I have two big events in the next two weeks, but have hopes of quieter days after that, so a May meet with a hot fella sounds fantastic to me.  I so appreciate your thinking of me and offering to continue.  I waffle back and forth on whether that is a good idea, but none of my doubts have to do with you personally.  My memories of you are so sweet and sexy!  
Shall we set a date and then move it if necessary?  Or wait until closer in?  
Here’s my current favorite tumblr to make you smile – Enjoy!
Hugs with groping! 
-S


Big Fish swims again

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April 3, 2017 Monday
From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Mon Apr 3, 2017 at 2:02 AM
Subject: Second chances — work will wind down, maybe we can find time to reconnect?
Dear Sassy
Hope all is well with you!  
Sorry to be out of touch for so long!  But I think of touching you very often!
Due to this busy time at work, there is never any time!  My apologies for not being able to figure out times to get together, much as I wanted to!
My work should calm down by early May
Would you be interested in fooling around in May, so we can enjoy each other (yummm!!!) and figure out where/when/how we might go forward with hugs, kisses, gropes.and fondles
leading to …
Would you be willing and interested in picking up where we left off?
All best
Thad
https://alliedow.wordpress.com/2009/04/22/this-big-world-of-small-people/big-fish-little-fish-logo/


Big Fish loves boobs

January 24, 2017 Tuesday

From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Jan 24 at 1:58 AM
Re: Second chances

dear Sassy!

Let’s do lunch sometime soon, and see where that leads us. Maybe small steps?!? Perhaps groping toward something?

For me, Tuesdays are the best days for lunches! Most days I could get together for a late afternoon drink.

You sent me a great link! Grrrr!!! I love boobs, and the possibility of getting to know your’s better is xxxciting!

T

Big Fish Second Swim

January 22, 2017 Sunday

From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Jan 22 at 12:50 AM
Re: Apologies

Dear Sassie

Happy New Year! I hope you enjoyed a wonderful holiday season.

I know it’s been several months since we last . . . kissed, clutched, and all too briefly groped!

I’ve been thinking of you a lot lately, and wonder if we might pick up where we left off. (I am thinking of my hands inside your bra fondling your wonderful boobs, for example!) And maybe acting out some of the erotic stories we shared.

Lots of things to catch up on, if possible.

I know that last September I called a halt because of the closeness factor. Somehow, as time has passed, that fear has receded somewhat.

So, I would like to try again to get together, as long as we could meet far from campus.

Would you be up for another lunch sometime, and then a tryst in one of those motels you mentioned? Or elsewhere?

I’m not sure I really have the guts to carry through with a full blown affair, but I would love to have a chance for at least a fling, if you would still have me!

Kisses (and gropes! and hopefully more!)

T

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From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Sunday, January 22, 2017 11:40:18 PM
Subject: Second chances

Hiya T!

How are you dear man? Hope you are ready for all this new year brings!

What a pleasant surprise! Wonderful to see your name in my inbox again. I have thought of you many times, and almost wrote when your name was splashed all over for that program you gave in the Fall, but didn’t want to pester you. Thanks for opening the door again!

Interesting that time has tempered the risk you feel. After much angst, I mostly decided you were right, especially since the risk would probably fall on you personally but me professionally. However, I did enjoy getting to know you, and I believe wholeheartedly in second chances, so it seems only fair to let you try to convince me otherwise. And it would be fun to catch up.

I don’t know if I am up for a fling… but lunch sounds delightful and we can figure it out from there? The prospect of groping is oh, so tempting!

Here’s a fun tumblr to delight you until then:
http://bralessonly.tumblr.com

-S

Too Close

September 4, 2016 Sunday

Drawing by Bookinbear

From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Sunday, September 4, 2016 10:36 PM
Subject: Apologies
Dear Sassy,
I have really enjoyed our meetings, our email, and our joint fantasies.
Over the past couple of days I have been agonizing about where this could lead.  Many many attractive paths ahead.  But also, for me at least, some scary or dangerous ones as well.
I hate to say this — it is really painful — but I cannot see how I can continue to explore our relationship.  I cannot see how this could work.
The “too close” issue is a really major one for me.  During the past week I have been looking over my shoulder and around corners to see if we are in proximity.  I cannot imagine how I could handle that if we were fully having an affair.  With both of us working at the same place, it seems as if the chances of discovery increase enormously, and the consequences of discovery are elevated accordingly.
I really apologize, but I can’t see any way clear ahead.  I wish it were otherwise, but my gut tells me don’t go there!
With foregone hugs, kisses, snuggles, gropes, and  . . .
T
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From: Sassy
To: Thad 
Sent: Sunday, September 4, 2016 11:18 PM
Re: Apologies
Dear T, 
Thank you for your message.  I so appreciate you taking the time to explain.  You are a class act! 
Sadly, your reasoning makes a lot of sense.  I mourn the possibilities, while accepting your assessment of the risk.  I am so sorry to have caused you any pain.  The last thing I want to do is complicate your life in that way.  Please relax – you have not seen me in all my years at work, and you won’t run in to me now.  It’s tempting to tell you more about where I am to ease your mind, but I value my anonymity too much.  
It has been a great pleasure getting to know you!  Thank you T.  You are such a special, sexy man.  Don’t ever forget that.  I wish you all the best! 
One last hug with groping.  *sniff

-S

A Hand…or two

September 3, 2016 Saturday

From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Saturday, September 3, 2016 12:38 PM
Re: Night owl
Good afternoon T!  Hope life is treating you well on this lovely Saturday.  
I am off to a slow start.  My mind is straying to a vision of your beard, in my hand, and your lips so close… mmm.  Somehow my “demure business lady” side took up most of lunch yesterday.  Need to find a way to get Sassy out and about more! 
The way ahead is not clear to me.  I am wracking my brain for a space, a time… hoping something occurs to one of us!  
You are so kind to offer bra shopping assistance!  I’d definitely like a hand… or two!  

Bad Advice, Questionable Tactics
So many pictures, so little time….
You rogue.  Hee hee.  Do you have any favorites?  Colors?  Lace?  Any turn-offs?  Due to my size I am relatively limited in my options, but I am exploring and hope to have some lovely photos to share.  I was tempted to show you the one I had on yesterday… but the moment never presented itself.  Next time?  
Have a wonderful day… think about the possibilities.  Mmmm…
-S

Meet #2 Thad for Lunch

September 2, 2016 Friday

From: Sassy 
To: Thad
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 10:41 AM
Subject: Re: Friday
Good morning T!  Happy Friday.  It’s a beautiful day!  And it’s cool!  
New thought… maybe I could be your Lyft driver?  🙂 
-S
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 11:36 AM
Re: Friday
See you soon!
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From: Sassy 
To: Thad
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 12:15 PM
Subject: Re: Friday
On my way! Mwah!!

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Meet #2 Thad for Lunch

It was a beautiful, warm afternoon.  I raced up to Arlington, anticipating filling all my senses with Thad – seeing Thad.  Listening to Thad. Touching Thad.  Tasting Thad!  I parked and dashed into the Menotomy Tavern right at 12:30 pm.  


He was already there!  He was seated at a rather public table at a booth, but the place was empty so I hoped for ways to indulge in touching him.  (the first booth on the right side of this photo, with the bar on the other side of low wall)  

He rose to hug me and held me for 5 seconds longer than most people would… mmmm.  He is so cuddly!  He smiled his sweet smile and watched as I settled in to sit opposite him.  He seemed rather nervous.  I reached out for his hand and held it.  The waiter appeared to take our order.  I knew time would be short, so I asked about the soup of the day – chilled white gazpacho – and ordered that along with an iced tea.  He asked for a burger and a beer, then asked if I wanted to share some fried dill pickles.  Sure!

We had a wonderful conversation, sharing about our families, our work, our summer trips.  It was a conversation any strangers could have had.  I kept trying to get a little more intimate, but he kept things on the safe side.

I began to wonder if he was having second thoughts.  But then he’d tell me another charming story and I smiled and relaxed and enjoyed his company.  One of the big lessons I’ve learned in my adventures is to not let worries about the future ruin the present!  I can noodle about those issues later!

Too soon it was time to head out.  I ran to the bathroom and back, needing to heed nature’s call but not wanting to be away from him.  While I was gone, he paid the bill, so he stood up ready to go when he saw me.  I thanked him, told him he wouldn’t always have to pay.  He insisted he likes doing it, feels old-fashioned and right to him.

He walked me out to my car.  I was worried that he was nervous enough not to do much, but he pressed me against the far side and kissed me fiercely, groping my breast with his hand.  I put my hands on his face, played with his beard.  He put his forehead on mine and whispered, “I shouldn’t do that out here but you… mmm… I have to… just for a little while.”  I smiled at him and nodded.  He pressed his hips against me, nestled between my legs so I could tell exactly how excited he was, and kissed me again, slipping his hand under my top to caress my breast through my bra!  I want to be alone with him!!

Too soon, he broke away.  “I have to go back to work.  It’s not what I want to do now but…” he sighed.

“I know… we’ll figure out more soon,” I assured him.  He grinned and winked at me!  He hopped into his car a few spaces away and I watched him drive away.  I sat in my car for a few minutes with my eyes closed, savoring the memory of his lips, his hands, his body on mine… mmm mmm mmm.  Then I snapped back to reality and went off to runs errands with head filled with thoughts of Thad!

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From: Sassy 
To: Thad
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 5:56 PM
Subject: Re: Friday
Hiya T!  Thank you for a special lunch and for sharing your stories.  It was a lovely addition to my day off. 
Hope your afternoon rolled along.  I jousted with two banks, closed three credit cards, and pestered Verizon for my mother’s estate…I know how to live it up!
I fantasized about being with you in the shower, singing silly songs, washing your back, playing with your front…mmmm. So many senses stimulated…
Have s lovely evening! Mwah!
-S

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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 6:57 PM
Re: Friday
Nice fantasies!
Mwah!
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 11:44 PM
Re: Night owl
Hi Sassie
Lunch was very nice, and it was very special to have a chance to talk about our families.  I felt even closer than I have before!
Kissing you in the parking lot was fun.  (I think I hear you growl when we kiss — very sexy and arousing!!!)
So how do we get to another level?  
I feel a little bit like an idiot kissing you in a parking lot, or massaging hands while a waiter looks on.  I guess I am a pretty private person (like you, I think) so I would like to kiss, feel, grope behind closed doors (at least sometimes!)
How will we figure out how to do that.  
I’d like to do some more face to face (that is, tongue to tongue — as well as hand to breasts) interaction before getting a hotel room.  I want to get to know you better in several senses before I throw you down on a bed and . . .
But where and when can we find a venue for seriously making out?
Any ideas?
By the way, my wife just told me that she will be going to a conference in a few weeks.  I don’t yet know exactly the dates, but this could be some quality play time, but I hope we don’t have to wait until then.
Regarding your mother’s estate, you said you might buy some socks and bras.  I’m not much interested in your socks (but be sure to practice safe socks), however if you need any help feeling — er, fitting — bras, let me know!  I’ll be happy to lend a hand or two!
MWAH, MWAH, MWAH
T

Exploring with Thad

September 1, 2016 Thursday
From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 8:34 AM
Re: Friday
Hiya T! Happy September!  
I’m totally unbooked tomorrow so whatever time is best for you, let me know and I’ll suggest places.  I want to touch you more.  And talk more.  And listen.  And…..
Gotta dash to the office!
-S
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From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 9:11 AM
Re: Friday
The word for today is wet.  
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From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 10:10 AM
Subject: Re: Friday
And I am not talking about the rain!
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 3:29 PM
Re: Friday
Hiya
Can’t believe it is September already.  Went to dentist for follow-up on last week’s surgery, and he scheduled ANOTHER follow-up for September 22nd.  The receptionist said, “Oh, it will be the last day of Summer!”  What a crushing thought.
Tomorrow.  I can get away around 12 or 12:30 and can be away for about 2 hours.  Any suggestions for a secluded spot for lunch?  
MWAH
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From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 6:18 PM
Re: Friday
Hiya T!  Hope you had a good day.  My brain is mush and I am going to help with another project meeting after work.  I’m eating sushi, hoping the protein infusion gives me a second wind.  
Do you have any ideas? Do you want to hop the T or drive somewhere?  I could pick you up if there’s a safe spot to get into my car, try the Porter Exchange or the Cambridge Galleria?  Or forget food and go sit outside at Mount Auburn Cemetery?  So many variables.  Whee!  
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From: Thad 
To: Sassy
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 10:08 PM
Subject: Re: Friday
Hi Sassy!
A good day, not a great day. But thinking about tomorrow – that’s good!
Logistics — I am beginning to realize this is more complicated than I would have imagined previously.
a)  My car has very distinctive vanity plates, which are immediately recognized by virtually anybody who knows me at work or elsewhere.  So I suddenly realize that driving to meet you may not be a good idea, especially if I am going somewhere where someone would notice to wonder, “what’s T doing here?”
b) Picking me up anywhere near work or home is a non-starter.  My wife is very active in all kinds of neighborhood networks — “So, I noticed T getting into a car with a woman the other day . . . “
c) I’ll probably use Lyft to meet you.  I realize it creates some kind of charge card trail, but I don’t think it is destination specific.  And, I am the one who pays the credit card bills.  The occasional Lyft charge shouldn’t be a problem (I hope)
d) Place to get together for lunch.  You have more experience with this than I do, so please suggest an out-of-the-way place for lunch, with — I hope — some convenient canoodling facilities!  :>)  Arlington, Allston, Watertown, Arlington, Somerville (not Davis Sq.)
e) Time to meet (once you tell me where you would like to meet)?  Shall we aim for 12:30?
I need to clarify a question I posed the other night.  When I asked about submissive or dominant inclinations, I was NOT trying to imply any kind of hard-core porno site versions of those.  Not into leather and chains, nor the hooded sub!  I was trying to ask, not very successfully, something like this:  
1 — I simply lay there and let my partner fuck me as he/she wants
2 — I get off when my partner tells me what she/he is going to do to/with me
3 — I get off when I tell my partner what I’m going to do to/with to him/her
I’m in the 2-3 range!
Let me know where you would like to meet!!!!
MWAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 10:25 PM
Subject: Re: Friday
Where do you go for sushi?
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From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 10:27 PM
Re: Friday
Hiya T! 
I’m home at last!  What a night!  My head is full of so many details.  And you!
These early meetings are a little tricky but I swear it gets easier.  I have errands to do in Arlington, so it could be good to meet up there somewhere.  12:30 pm is fine.  There are so many choices!  Do you have any ideas? 
Your sub/domme rubric is amazing!  I have a very different understanding of those words.  We can talk more and explore.  
-S
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From: Sassy 
To: Thad
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 10:35 PM
Subject: Re: Friday
Sushi? Everywhere.  🙂 
Toraya in Arlington. 
Le’s in East Cambridge. 
Yoshi in Powder House Square.
Genki Ya in Fresh Pond or Brookline. 
Ebi Sushi in Union Square. 
Hana in N. Cambridge
Fish Market in Allston
Fukgakyu in Brookline
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From: Sassy 
To: Thad
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 10:55 PM
Subject: Re: Friday
It’s quite daunting to answer that question not knowing your favorites! I am wondering if you are smiling or shaking your head at my restaurant knowledge.  
-S
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 11:52 PM
Subject: Re: Friday
Ask me more about restaurants tomorrow . . .Smiling!
I don’t know all the places you mention, but the ones I do know are very good!  Toraya is a favorite
But for reasons I can explain tomorrow, I’d prefer not to meet at a sushi place.
Some place in Arlington sounds good.  Suggest away!
T
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From: Sassy 
To: Thad
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 12:12 AM
Subject: Night Owl
Hiya T!  Are you always a night owl?  
Okay… Arlington!  Here goes: 
Menotomy Tavern – Mass Ave, easy parking, closer, okay pub food 
Not Your Average Joe’s – Mass Ave, Arlington Center, easy parking, groovy American
Andrina’s Pizza & Subs – Mass Ave street parking, a joint with a few tables and good pizza
Jimmy’s Steer House – Mass Ave, easy parking, further, great steaks, seafood
La Posada – Mass Ave, street parking, further out in the Heights, amazing Mexican
Thai E Sarn – Mass Ave, street parking, further out in the Heights, fine Thai
-S
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 12:23 AM
Re: Night Owl
Yes, I am always a night owl!  Have been since I was a kid!
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 12:23 AM
Re: Friday
Wet? 
Good, I’ll check on this situation on Friday.  
I doubt that my intervention would dry things up.
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From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 12:30 AM
Subject: Re: Friday
So… where should I meet you for lunch? Did I miss an email?
-S
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 12:37 AM
Re: Friday
I think the early stages of this are really tough!  I go from incredibly hot to very cautious cold feet several times a day.
A canoodle on Friday will be better — for my state of mind — than a hot sheet hotel!
I am pretty sure we’ll get there pretty soon, but let’s explore a bit more first!
Nibbles, squezes, hugs and some very serious gropes!
T
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 12:41 AM
Subject: Re: Friday
Please, YOU pick a place in Arlington!  Any of these sound fine
Let me know which you pick and I’ll be there at 12:30
Hugs
T
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From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 12:52 AM
Subject: Re: Friday
Hiya T! 
Menotomy Tavern is the answer… your time is short, it’s closer, parking is easy for me.  If it’s not the answer when we arrive, you can hop in my car there and go wherever.  See you there at 12:30 pm!  Less than 12 hours.  They have lots of beer. Whee!  
Now I am going to bed to fantasize about you and me and the look on your face when you are the most satisfied you’ve been in a long time! 
Sleep well dear man. 
-S 

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From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 1:00 AM
Subject: Re: Friday
Hiya T!  I understand completely.  
I am the same way… we have time. 
I am happy to explore with you.  
It’s tough but also very exciting!  
I’m going to bed now, to fantasize about 
being with you.  In a restaurant! 
-S
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 1:17 AM
Re: Friday
I’ll be there!!!!!!!!! 
Hopping in your car sounds good too!
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Friday, September 2, 2016 1:19 AM
Re: Friday
GGGrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!


Eager to continue

August 31, 2016 Wednesday
From: Sassy
To: Thad
Sent: Wednesday, August 31, 2016 7:34 PM
Subject: Wednesday wonders

Good evening!  How’d your day go?  Hope it was not too hectic.  
I’m so glad to hear you aren’t mean… I got that impression.  Felt me up, eh?  Oh yeah… you have great hands.  Let’s test them out in other regions of my body?  I’ve never been called a feelee before.  Hee hee… like that!  
I don’t think of myself as submissive… I spent years “just lying there,” letting guys do what they wanted.  I want to be an active participant now!  But I do get the dynamic and can play with it sometimes.  I’m also not a domme… I’ve tried.  Just not a role play that works for me.  But I am willing to try now and then, given some ground rules. Do you see elements of either in your personality?  in your fantasies?  
Hope you had fun dealing with the uprising!  Ha! 
I had another crazy day in the office… hoping for a quiet evening.  
-S
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From: Thad
To: Sassy
Sent: Thursday, September 1, 2016 12:43 AM
Subject: Friday
Hi Sassie
Unfortunately my assistant has pointed out all the various things I am expected to do on Friday!  So I realize that I was entirely naive in thinking that I could slip away at this busy time!  My bad! 

I would love to meet you for lunch or afternoon drink on Friday.  (I think the pub will be pretty crowded on a Friday afternoon, so maybe we should go much farther afield!)
Let me know what might work!
I am eager to continue where we left off!
mwah, squeeze, mwah, lick

T