Not a word from the Usual Man since midday yesterday. No answer to three messages. No response to the perfect blow job video? Hmmm…
Why wouldn’t he write? He’s traveling. Driving. Busy with family. Right?
No time for a quick text? He can’t pop into the men’s room and send a sentence? Nothing? Really? He managed to keep in touch last weekend…
I am not panicking. It’s only been 24 hours.
Okay… I am panicking… a little. Okay… a lot. He wouldn’t just go silent after telling me our time on Monday was spectacular and writing every day since? Would he? The universe wouldn’t take away two men in less than a month, men I thought I had a special connection with? Right?
I’ll wait to really panic. There’s plenty of time over the weekend to panic. *sigh
Argh… I hate silence.
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