Meeting Speedy

Monday, November 12, 2012
Speedy asked me to meet him at the Red Roof Inn, halfway between us, about 45 minutes from me. It was the perfect day to go – no traffic due to the holiday.  It was an easy place to find, just one turn off the interstate.  
I got up early, and he called me.  He asked me to arrive earlier, said the room wasn’t going to be ready until 12:30 pm but we could sit in the car for awhile.  I showered, shaved, clipped my toenails, then put on my favorite work outfit – blue slacks, blue jersey top and lighter scarf. 
I left home about 11 am.  He called me about 10 minutes after that and we talked most of the way down the highway.  
11:50 am
I got there first and parked behind a little shed toward the back of the parking lot, which was mostly empty. I got out to enjoy the unusually warm sun.  I leaned against my car and looked around at the woods, the nearby highway and the hotel.   
12:00 pm 
He drove up and smiled great big at me.  I gave him a thumbs up and he got out of his car for a quick hug.  He is a little guy – he said he’s 5’9″ tall but he is a little shorter than I am, and I’m 5’8″.  He is trim and nice looking, had on a thin-striped blue & white dress shirt and jeans.  He reminds of Seinfeld, with lovely silver hair.

Jerry Seinfeld

He gave me a hug, then we leaned against my car.  We talked and I held his hand and stroked his wrist.  He said, “Let’s sit in your car.”

We jumped right into touching and kissing.  He didn’t want to kiss for very long, like 3 seconds. Odd.  He got me going with his hand between my legs. I was puzzled that he wanted to do so much in the car when we were heading inside, but maybe it was a test?  I was a little shy, but he pulled out his cock and I saw the pre-cum and I had to taste it.  It was an odd angle but I got him relatively deep.  He is long and big around.  It seemed like he expected me to just suck him all afternoon.  *sigh

12:40 pm
I finally kicked him out of the car to go try to check in early.  A big truck pulled in next to my car so I moved it closer to the door.
12:50 pm
He texted me the room # – 227.  I went in and took the elevator up.  The desk clerk was in the back watching TV and never even looked up.  I knocked on the door and he let me in.  We had a nice hug, then I looked around the room and pulled out my supplies – wipes, water, granola bars, lube. He drank some water but we didn’t end up using any of the rest of it. 
He sat on the bed and took off all his clothes except his shirt.  I helped with that.  I want a man to undress me, but he just looked at me and waved like “get rid of all that,” so I took off my clothes.  I cuddled up to him and he sighed in that way that men do when they get that first naked hug.  I tried to kiss him, but he stopped me very quickly and told me he needed me to suck on him again.  So I did that for awhile more.  I felt rather disappointed that he was not doing anything for me. 
We rolled around.  I asked him about the condoms we had discussed.  He tried to talk me out of it. I hate that.  He toyed with me in various positions a la missionary and then put me on my stomach and lied on top of me, revving me up but not going inside.  That felt amazing with his hard cock sliding around my ass and his weight on me.  I bucked back against him and he moaned well.  He did not go inside me… rimmed my ass, then lower… weird.  And then he wanted me to suck him more.  *sigh
I told him I needed his fingers.  He was rather rough but got me going.  He started hurting me, so I rolled over.  No oral. Grrr…. he stopped just as I was about to stop him and told me he was ready to come in my mouth.  I went down on him and fingered his ass, and he came relatively quickly.  I swallowed.  Tasted good.  He collapsed.  I stroked his face and played with his nipples.  I tried riding him, but he didn’t move much, just smiled, so I rolled off.  He played with my chest, gave me a nice mark on the right breast.  That made me hot. 
He said he wanted to cum in my mouth again.  *sigh  So I helped him get hard again, using my fingers and mouth and swallowed another load.  He asked me my name.  I hate it when men do that, especially in bed.  I agonized over telling him but managed not to do it.  
So he didn’t do much of what he had talked about, except the blow jobs.  I get… nothing?  No oral, no vaginal sex because I stood firm about condoms.  And he gets three blow jobs.  Another selfish man.  I am an idiot.  
He made noises about needing to leave.  I asked if he could grab a condom and be inside me.  He said no, he had to go.  I kissed him and hugged him and he got up to clean up and dress.  I sprawled on the bed on my stomach, enjoying lying there, displaying my assets as he moved around, free to be naked as I am not at home.  He asked if I was going to stay over, and I said no, just resting and staying out of his way.  
3:50 pm
He gave me a quick hug and left.

I went to the bathroom to clean up and catch up on emails on my phone.  I ate a granola bar.  I marveled at how I managed this entire thing without him seeing me hobbling. I walked in alone, did a sultry slink along the furniture, then stayed on the bed!  Heh.  Here’s to not having to explain about plantar fasciitis!  

4:20 pm
I dressed and took off.  I missed a call from the Professor, so I called him back and talked for the 10 minutes he had left.  He can’t meet tomorrow.  He has a special meeting at work that sounds legit.  So he postponed for two weeks.  But asked if he could call me again tomorrow.  All good!

The traffic was very light, and I was home by 5 pm!

So… this meet wasn’t what I wanted it to be, but it had its moments.  I texted him when I got home, thanking him.  And he replied.  “Nice being with you.”  
I am not overwhelmed, but I try not to judge from the first time.  I’ll probably go again if he asks… see if he gets better?  Whee!

Those moments

Sunday, November 11, 2012 
To: Advizor54
From: Sassy 
Subject: Those moments
Good morning!
One of those moments… amazing what happens on a quiet Sunday morning in November.  
A blog post
I am reading your Sunday blog post.  Trying to gloss over the typos.  Thinking of you teasing and writing with that woman. Smiling that you got to play with her.  Getting very wet.  Wishing I could find you to play.  Knowing you are surrounded by your family, on your way to church.  
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Speedy 
My phone pings – Google Voice text coming in.  The man I am meeting at a hotel tomorrow.  He wants to call and cum for me.  But he has to get work done, be with his kids, ride his bike on the last warm day of the year.  And he wants to save it for tomorrow.  I tell him not to think about it, go work, play, relax… don’t think about my chest, or my hot holes or my tongue.  He says I am so bad.  He is going to cum in all my holes.  And then have me suck him clean and cum again.  He says he is going to put his fingers in my holes and his swollen cock in my mouth and kiss my nose, so I’m airtight.  He says my needs are deeper than I say.  He wants me to let go tomorrow.  
I look at the cock shot he just emailed.  I think about how that will be to play with and I am excited.  And frightened.  He was an experiment.  Lots of talk in chat about not looking at stats – find a good profile and respond even if the guy isn’t tall or big or young enough or close by.  Trust the content.  And he is wonderful… calls, texts, sexy voice, beautiful words, considerate, fun… and he wants me.  Other guys have been talking for six weeks without a meet.  He wants to meet 9 days after he first saw my words on AM.  Please let him want me.  And let me want him.  Chemistry.  I smell a one-time thing – the flames are burning too hot to last, but at this point, that’s fine if it will get a man in my arms and all my holes.  I try to remember why that is so important… worth the nerves and the risk and the mess.  But I know when I get there, it will be clear.  If.. if… 
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I look back at the screen.  Read over the last words again.  Yes… email is grand.  The internet is fabulous! 
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Philip 
My phone pings again… a different sound.  It’s Philip on Facebook.  Just back from placing flags at the cemetery.  Veteran’s Day.  A very emotional day for those in the service of this country as they remember those who never made it home, wonder why they did, soak up the rare appreciation for all sacrifices they make – not doing the work they want, wearing what they want or living where they want or being home for occasions, rarely being themselves, taking orders, being around the best men and women and the seeing the worst of human nature.  But he talks of football and chili and working out.  Half-expected some crack about Petraeus but no.  Always wonder if a story like that will silence him forever.  But no.  In our third year of making each other smile.  I search for any hint that he’ll let me talk sexy to him.  See none. Offer anyway.  I want him so fiercely.  Would give up everything to be with him.  But he doesn’t want me.  He is a man of honor who will stay with the wife who is lazy, mean and won’t have sex with him.  Or leave her for the younger woman at the beach.  Not me. And I cry. Why God?  Why did you show me this amazing man and how he could make me feel and then never let me touch him again?  I know the answer… he saved your life.  You can’t expect more. 
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I look back at the hot post on the screen.  I smile and think of the intricate man and woman who wrote those words.  Who find something special in each other across the miles that makes them a little less lonely. And remember what he makes me feel, what he taught me.  How I shared his blog with everyone in chat last night and said read what this man writes.  They were in awe.  And I smile.  Yes.  The internet is fabulous! 
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Life 
My foot hurts.  I can’t walk without excruciating pain… plantar fasciitis.  My body is falling apart… started insulin shots on Wednesday.  HATE THAT!  Boss is being a total jerk at work… threatening to bring in HR because I can’t do the work of 2 people way beyond my pay grade or job description… scared out of my wits that I will get fired, and all my health care providers are tied to my job… and I don’t have any money in savings… it is too much.  I am standing at a fork and can’t move.  Hubby caught me crying yesterday and actually came over to hug me.  Adds to his feeling of worthlessness and despair that he can’t support me in any way.  Always been a good girl who worked hard and just wants to be appreciated.  Don’t want to admit to anyone that I am a bad employee that my boss would rather have gone.  I should be looking for a new job but how can I when I can’t walk?  And I don’t want to work anymore… at least not for The Man, 9-5 in an office.  The very pillars of my life are crashing around me.  Can’t tell any of the men in my life except maybe… one. 
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I look back at the screen.  I think about the next time I will write to him.  I’ll be less serious. How he will make me smile.  Unlike any of these tin men on AM. They are here.  Ready.  Willing.  Simple.  Sexy.  Shallow.  
He is there.  Faithful.  Fierce.  Sweet. Sexy. Complicated.  Deep.  
Yes… the internet is incredible!
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November 13, 2012 
From: Advizor54
To: Sassy 
Subject: Re: Those moments 
These are the things that you should be posting.  These are powerful, sad, wonderful, erotic, fantastic words.
This is what you should share.

Thanks for your service

Sunday, November 11, 2012
8:43am
Good morning!
Thinking of you and all you do for this country! Thank you!
Big doings today?

9:41am Phil
Planning to relax, watch some football, eat a little chili. Went out and placed flags at the cemetery this morning and now planning to chill for the day. I need a day off and I’m going to get a quick workout in and then enjoy the rest of the day.

10:45am

Sounds grand! Wondering if you want a wild girl to suggest other things you could do? I’m gearing up for the monthly project meeting.

Wandering

Saturday, November 10, 2012
10:11am
Happy Saturday! I’m doing chores around the place today, trying to chill out after a rough week. Hope you have a great day!

11:43am Phil
Out wandering with co-workers. Enjoying the day. Hope it’s a good Saturday.

Panties and Bras

From: Rick 
To: Sassy 
Subject: Pics?
Nov 6, 2012
Hey, Sassy!  You’ve got me thinking…is there any way you can escape Miss Demure to share some more lovely photos?  I know you enjoy sharing as much as I enjoy receiving.
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To: Rick 
From: Sassy
Subject: Sassy Slice 
Nov 6, 2012 
Rick!  Sisters for you… enjoy! 
[I sent him a photo of my naked chest that I am just too shy to share here!  Sorry!]
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Subject: Wednesday hello
From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Nov 7, 2012
Hi Sassy!
Just a short hello on this blustery Wednesday.  Hope your day is great.  
What is this that you mentioned about your ‘evil admin’ being gone?
Take care, say hi when you can, and I’d enjoy hearing both random mundane thoughts as well as any racy, titillating ideas.
Rick
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Date: Wed, 7 Nov 2012 08:09:08 -0800
From: Sassy
Subject: Re: Wednesday hello
To: Rick
Hi Rick!  
There’s a Nor’easter coming and I have two doctors appointments today and I am still smiling!  Thanks to certain election results and you!  So relieved that I don’t have to hear another political commercial for a long while!  
What are you thinking this morning?!  Other than about my body… which is a very very wonderful thought. What lady thing is covering your man parts today?  
For two years I suffered with an evil assistant.  I have worked with and around all manner of people in my life, and always been able to find a way to deal with them or help them improve.  This one was just… mean.  The worst kind of tattle tale, back-stabbing, unpleasant person.  Toxic.  Made me worry for my job.  When she couldn’t find tiny infractions to report people, she made stuff up!  But now she is GONE.  She took a “much better job” at another part of my workplace and with any luck, all of us will live happily ever after.  🙂  But in the short-term, I have to do parts of her work and deal with hiring and supervising a temp and whee!  
Were you studying last night?  
I had a wild night in chat helping a guy think differently about being jealous of his lady sleeping with her husband, and propositioned a guy who was alone in a hotel room waiting for his married lady.  He kindly turned me down. and I had a very hot phone discussion with an AM guy. Whee!  Had to do something to avoid the election results!  And not pester you… 
I’m off to the doctor this afternoon… getting much needed PT for my miserable foot and seeing an endocrinologist for new blood sugar lowering ideas.  Yippee.  
Hope you have a great day! 
-S
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RE: Wednesday hello
From: Rick 
To: Sassy
Nov 7, 2012
Thanks for the nice long note!  Great to hear from you on all of these topics.
I won’t miss the election ads at all, either.  Too many falsifications.  I voted for Obama as well, so I am happy.  I hope he fulfills my expectations in this next term.
Sorry to hear that you’ve suffered at work with someone like that, and happy that she is gone.  I hate when having to deal with someone toxic.  Too much unnecessary work, and just painful for all involved.  Especially when you know that your boss is believing what he/she says, and that it just isn’t true, so you watch this person be misled. 
Funny on your wild chat night!  Enjoy those safe activities; it will let Miss Demure allow Sassy some time out to play.  
Your foot is still bothering you?  Too bad you haven’t met a guy with a foot fetish; he’d love tending to it.
Last night I was working on two classes – meeting with my group, doing some reading, doing some online discussion contributions.  It does make for a long night, getting home so late from my commute.  Only 5 weeks left, with a Thanksgiving break, for the long winter break.  I’ll push through it, expecting excellence!
Today I am wearing Vanity Fair illuminations; high cut, small white print on dark blue background.  I forget the name of the print.  Not overly feminine, but still panties so I guess that alone makes them pretty feminine!  Too bad you aren’t close by so you could see for yourself what they look like, and how much I can stretch out the front. 🙂 
Maybe you’d be up for a drive on Monday, if I end up in the home office?  That could be nice.  You could feel safe with no expectations, and it could be just a quiet time for Rick and Miss Demure to sit and talk.  No expectations of anything else, but the sexual tension could be fun.
What are you wearing today?  Tell me your entire outfit, from the inside out.  I want to be able to picture it in my mind.  What I’d also enjoy seeing is a pic of you in your work outfit; not a sexy pic; so I can see what you look like on an average day.  
Rick
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From: Rick
To: Sassy
Nov 7, 2012
Subject: re: Wednesday hello
Hi. I was asking about next Monday…I meant Friday, seeing I will be at a client on Monday, but then I remembered that you have work on Friday.  So, that would bring it back to Monday, if you’d be up for a drive and meeting up for lunch.  I couldn’t be out too long, and it would just be food and talk, but I can offer that.  I’d enjoy seeing you again.
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Date: Fri, 9 Nov 2012 16:24:52 -0800
From: Sassy
Subject: Big options
To: Rick
Hiya!  Hope you had a great Friday.  I had another wild day at work helping a new temp get started. 
Have you seen this intimates site?  It has quite the selection for larger ladies, and perhaps interested gentleman?  Here’s a page I found interesting.  They also have pretty panties. 
http://www.herroom.com/full-figure,bras,66,001,10.html
-S
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From: Rick
Nov 9, 2012
To: Sassy
Subject: re: Big options
I was looking at that site last night!
I like this one, and others like it.  Sexy and satiny, and colorful:
http://www.herroom.com/goddess-gd6090-keira-banded-underwire-bra.shtml
another one: http://www.herroom.com/goddess-gd6041-alice-underwire-full-cup-bra.shtml 
another one: http://www.herroom.com/bali-3353-live-it-up-underwire-bra.shtml 
There are pretty options on Lady Grace as well, for a woman of your lovely size.

Opa!

Friday, November 9, 2012
7:38am
Good morning gorgeous!
[photo of him out at a bar all dressed up]
So fun to see you in a suit! But the football tie? No.
Have a fun Friday!

7:57am Phil
LOL! OPA

8:13am
Ah, would love to hear you laugh!
Have a temp starting. Going in early to prep. Yesterday was wild, hoping for calmer day. Really need a new job…bleh. This too shall pass!

FFF – Destination

It’s time for Flash Fiction Friday!  The amazing Advizor54 chose this photo.  Click over to his blog to see what he and other great bloggers saw in it.  My take is below.  Here’s the challenge: 
Required Words – Conductor, Ticket, Destination
Word Limit – 200 words, exactly
Forbidden words – suitcase, vulva, Wysteria, or Horwarts Express
Bonus Points – Remember that private compartments cost triple that of a regular seat.

Extra Words – 
Include a rhyming couplet = 25 words, 
Name her Tammy = 15 words. 
Put her in charge = 25 words. 
BUT, you can only chose one of the Extra word categories.
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We were looking for money to restore trains at the Shore Line Trolley Museum. A new guy suggested a Facebook page – amazing the people that brought in!  Another member talked us into renting the place for a Woman Within catalogue photo shoot.  He posted it on Facebook – we had many more people than usual that Wednesday!  
I was up on a ladder, using my vacation day to refurbish the clerestory windows of a elegant coach on loan from the Grapevine Vintage Railroad.  I was packing up when I heard someone.  My mouth fell open.  She had on the most gorgeous bra and panties I’ve seen in person!  
“Are you the conductor?” the beautiful buxom brunette asked.  “I’m done with the shoot, and I want to ride.  They said to give him my ticket.”  
“You want the track A cars to the left,” I pointed out.  
She put her hand on my leg, whispering, “I found what I’m looking for.  Come down and let’s return this coach to it’s former glory.”  I slid down the rungs and into her waiting arms. She pressed me into one of the newly reupholstered seats, kissed me hard on the lips, then slithered down my body, toying with my nipples while undoing my overalls and discarding my boxer briefs before her shapely mouth found the perfect destination.  

Speedy communicates!

Speedy is incredible!

I’ve never seen the likes of this man in terms of communication.  Morning, noon and twice at night!  He is so smart, so funny, so sexy, so interesting!  He has a beautiful voice and an amazing vocabulary.  Mmmm….

He texts me first thing in the morning, like… he wakes up thinking of me and has to let me know.  I roll over and see, “GM.”  Uh…what… oh!  Good Morning!  Yes it is!  My heart races and other parts of my body react because I know I’m going to hear his voice soon.

Pretty quickly after that he texts to ask if he can call.  He starts my day off right with a very sexy discussion. If he woke up with me, he’d… touch me.  Kiss me.  Make me burn.  Oh yeah.

Then around lunch time, he starts again.  Sexy texts.  Can I go somewhere so we can talk?  Not usually – the office has been so nuts this week.  But he wants to… that is so good to know.

As I leave work, he is texting again.  When can he call?  He calls when I first get home and talks and asks good questions and listens.  And he wants to call later, talk longer.  Wow!

And late at night it gets really raw… super-intense talking about what he wants to do with me, asking what I want, what I’ve done, what I want to try… I lie on my bed and squirm!  I make him so hot and hard.  Yes!

Very quickly he started talking about me taking a day off to play with him.  Oh how I want to!  I don’t know… it seems too soon.  I don’t know enough yet to know what will make it special for him.  It smells of “once and done.”  Is once better than none?  Hard to say.  The distance makes it tricky.  Not worth him driving up here for a coffee.  Lots of pressure to meet at a hotel if we’re going to drive that far.

Every day this week!  We talked more this week than I talk to most men in a lifetime!  It is such a nice break from all the crap going on in my life.  When things get rough, I think of our last conversation and look forward to the next one!

It gives me great hope that we will be dynamite together!  Boom!