Me: Good morning hot stuff! 8:05 AM

Kris: Morning! 8:06 AM

Me: I’m off to work to run a big reception. Whee! Have a terrific Tuesday! 8:06 AM

Kris: Thanks!…u have a great day too! 8:09 AM

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Me: Results! Clean! See email! 9:58 AM

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From: Sassy

To: Kris

Sent: Tuesday, April 15, 2014 10:03 AM

Subject: Results

Here’s the email from my nurse practitioner: 

Date: Tuesday, April 15, 2014, 9:37 AM

Subject: Your Results

Your STI screening tests were all fine.  You have antibodies to type 1 herpes, the virus that causes cold sores.  All the other tests were negative.  You do not have immunity to hepatitis B so you may want to consider getting immunized.   Please let me know if you have any questions.

11363 – CHLAMYDIA/N. GONORRHOEAE RNA, TMA

Test Name Result Flag(s) Reference Range Reported Date Footnote

CHLAMYDIA TRACHOMATIS RNA, TMA

NOT DETECTED   

NOT DETECTED      4/14/2014 9:00 AM *

NEISSERIA GONORRHOEAE RNA, TMA

NOT DETECTED   

NOT DETECTED      4/14/2014 9:00 AM *

COMMENT (SEE BELOW)          4/14/2014 9:00 AM *

This test was performed using the APTIMA COMBO2 Assay

(Gen-Probe Inc.).

The analytical performance characteristics of this 

assay, when used to test SurePath specimens have

been determined by Quest Diagnostics.

  

36126 – RPR (DX) W/REFL TITER AND CONFIRMATORY TESTING

Test Name Result Flag(s) Reference Range Reported Date Footnote

RPR (DX) W/REFL TITER AND CONFIRMATORY TESTING NON-REACTIVE   

NON-REACTIVE      4/14/2014 9:00 AM *

37676 – HEPATITIS B CORE AB TOTAL W/REFL IGM

Test Name Result Flag(s) Reference Range Reported Date Footnote

HEPATITIS B CORE AB TOTAL

NON-REACTIVE   

NON-REACTIVE      4/14/2014 9:00 AM *

499 – HEPATITIS B SURFACE ANTIBODY QL

Test Name Result Flag(s) Reference Range Reported Date Footnote

HEPATITIS B SURFACE ANTIBODY QL

NON-REACTIVE   

NON-REACTIVE      4/14/2014 9:00 AM *

6447 – HSV 1/2 IGG,TYPE SPECIFIC AB HERPESELECT

Test Name Result Flag(s) Reference Range Reported Date Footnote

HSV 1 IGG TYPE SPECIFIC AB 4.81   H      

4/14/2014 9:00 AM *

HSV 2 IGG TYPE SPECIFIC AB <0.90         

4/14/2014 9:00 AM *

                          Value          Interpretation

                          —–          ————–

                          <0.90          Negative

                          0.90-1.10      Equivocal

                          >1.10          Positive

This assay utilizes recombinant type-specific antigens

to differentiate HSV-1 from HSV-2 infections. A

positive result cannot distinguish between recent and

past infection. If recent HSV infection is suspected

but the results are negative or equivocal, the assay

should be repeated in 4-6 weeks. The performance

characteristics of the assay have not been established

for pediatric populations, immunocompromised patients,

or neonatal screening.

8472 – HEPATITIS C ANTIBODY

Test Name Result Flag(s) Reference Range Reported Date Footnote

HEPATITIS C ANTIBODY

NON-REACTIVE   

NON-REACTIVE      4/14/2014 9:00 AM *

SIGNAL TO CUT-OFF 0.04    <1.00     

4/14/2014 9:00 AM *

* Test Performed By QUEST DIAGNOSTICS, INCORPORATED

19728 – HIV AB, HIV 1/2, EIA, WITH REFLEXES

Test Name Result Flag(s) Reference Range Reported Date Footnote

HIV 1/2 EIA AB SCREEN

NON-REACTIVE   

NON-REACTIVE      4/11/2014 12:00 PM *

A Nonreactive HIV-1/2 antibody result does not

exclude HIV infection since the time frame for

seroconversion is variable. If acute HIV infection is

suspected, antibody retesting and nucleic acid

amplification (HIV DNA/RNA) testing is recommended.

Effective April 28, 2014, Quest Diagnostics will 

discontinue the HIV-1 Western Blot confirmation and 

replace it with an HIV-1/HIV-2 differentiation assay.

This assay exhibits increased sensitivity over the 

HIV-1 Western Blot test and simultaneously 

differentiates HIV-1 antibody reactivity from HIV-2 

antibody reactivity.

* Test Performed By QUEST DIAGNOSTICS, INCORPORATED

*** END OF FINAL LAB REPORT ***

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From: Kris

To: Sassy

Sent: Tuesday, April 15, 2014 12:02 PM

Subject: Re: Results

Hi Sassie,

Overall that seems to be good news.  I say “seems to be” because I have a few questions.  

1) The summary statement is a little confusing.  It starts by saying: “Your STI screening tests were all fine.”  But then it immediately follows with: “You have antibodies to type 1 herpes, the virus that causes cold sores.”

Based on what I’ve read (which I haven’t had to really do that much of before), you’re positive for one of the two types of viruses (type 1) that causes genital herpes.  Trying to understand how “serious” this is is a little confusing.  “Cold sores” doesn’t sound too serious–but “outbreaks” of it seem to vary in degree.  It can be contracted through oral, anal, or vaginal sex–and wearing a condom apparently doesn’t guarantee not contracting it.  While contact with a person having symptoms (“outbreak” of cold sores) seems to increase risk of transmission–it can be transmitted through the skin of an “a-symptomatic” person with the virus.  Here is a CDC website address you could cut and paste into your browser to read more about genital herpes–and the type 1 and type 2 viruses that cause it:

http://www.cdc.gov/std/herpes/stdfact-herpes-detailed.htm

2) Another question I have is:  Were you tested for syphylis?  I don’t see that on the list of your results.  Could you ask about that?

3) And finally, could you get clarification about this statement under HIV:  

“A Nonreactive HIV-1/2 antibody result does not exclude HIV infection since the time frame for seroconversion is variable.  If acute HIV infection is

suspected, antibody retesting and nucleic acid amplification (HIV DNA/RNA) testing is recommended.”

I hope you don’t take this as me not being positive and hopeful.  I just want to know exactly what risks i’m taking–and hopefully you would too.

So if you wouldn’t mind calling and getting a brief consult with the nurse about the above—I would really appreciate it.

 I REALLY want to chat with you about these test results.  Would 10:30 tonight be a possibility to chat?  

They make “cold sores” sound rather “harmless.”  But the reality is they’re talking about genital herpes–which scares me a little.  But I want to talk to you about it.  I think you should be tested for syphilis if you haven’t been.  The “really big one” (HIV) seems to be fine—but I’d still like clarification about my question above.

I want our relationship to continue to be what I feel it has been so far—open, direct and honest.  Otherwise, at least for me, it won’t work.  

If we can’t chat tonight—maybe tomorrow night.

Kris

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Kris: Great news on most…especially “biggie” (hiv). Have some questions…read my email. Would like to chat soon about (or even meet to talk)…Kris 12:13 PM

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From: Sassy

To: Kris

Sent: Tuesday, April 15, 2014 1:10 PM

re: Results 

Hi Kris, 

Thanks for your email.  The way you approach this is wonderful! 

Here are my answers:

1) Herpes

 I have had cold sores all my life.  They are the HS 1 virus.  I have not had an outbreak in a long time, and I get notice long before they break the skin, and have never transmitted them.  I am very careful to avoid contact when they are active.  I have medicine that clears them up, usually about 7-10 days. I have never had genital herpes (HS 2 virus) symptoms.

I also believe you need to have a predisposition to it, as people like my husband who was kissing me all the time, never got it.  And in my family, two of us had it and three didn’t, which would’ve been very hard to explain if skin contact alone transmitted it.  

Finally, I believe they have mostly stopped testing for it, because over 90% of the population tests positive and it is not considered serious, so you are unlikely to find another woman without it. 

2) Syphilis 

I was tested.  The results are listed as 

RPR (DX) W/REFL TITER AND CONFIRMATORY TESTING

You can google that and it says “test for syphilis.” 

3) HIV 

Science doesn’t know how long it takes HIV antibodies to show up in the blood.  I’ve heard 6 weeks to 6 months.  So they’re saying “You don’t have any antibodies right now” but I could have had sex without a condom last weekend and that wouldn’t show up.  So this says at one point in time I didn’t have HIV antibodies but they can’t guarantee that is the case now. 

I am glad to talk more.  I want you to have peace of mind.  I am running this big reception which usually wears me out, but I will try to stay up to talk tonight.  If not, tomorrow for sure. 

-S

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Me: Hiya! Email read. Replied. Off to the reception. We’ll talk. Have a fun meeting! 1:17 PM

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From: Sassy

To: Kris

Sent: Tuesday, April 15, 2014 1:24 PM

Re: Results 

I want to say that if you find any of this too scary, I understand.  I’ll be sad but I don’t want to worry you.  I want you to have fun.  And if you can’t with me, I will wish you the best of luck and be any help I can in helping you find someone you can adore. 

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From: Kris

To: Sassy

Sent: Tuesday, April 15, 2014 1:51 PM

Re: Results

Hi Sassy,

Well–looks like you’ve already “done your homework”–a long time ago–and don’t need to consult with anyone.  Your answers satisfy my curiosity and make sense.  

I didn’t mean that I thought that “skin contact alone” could transmit HS-1.  I based it on a statement on the CDC site–which I interpreted to mean that “under the right conditions” (probably meaning skin that was compromised in some way, a sore, cut, something like that)–that it could be transmitted.  Not something as harmless as “intact-skin to intact-skin” contact. 

Thanks for pointing out the test for syphilis–and explaining what the HIV qualifier meant.

If you’re too tired to chat later no problem.  Because of how direct and clear you are here–all my questions have been answered.  You have once again come through with “flying colors” on being direct, clear, honest and to the point.  Which I SO like about you.  And I still don’t know whether to believe how you manage to be so positive–finding ways to compliment and find good in what I say and do.

As far as this being “scary”—see my reply to your other email on that one.

Kris

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From: Kris

To: Sassy

Sent: Tuesday, April 15, 2014 2:19 PM

re: Results

Hi Sassie!

There’s some small level of risk in my mind knowing that you have the HS-1 virus.  It’s something I need to weigh a little.  I think the risk is very minimal that you would transmit it to me–and the fact that you are very aware of it, know when it’s coming on, and take steps to treat yourself and protect others is HUGE for me.  The truth is, I’m probably more at risk riding a motorcycle than having sex with you and contracting HS-1 (which even if I did contract it– isn’t going to kill me–which a bike very easily can if not handled properly).  My greater concern would be the “longer term implications” of possibly “getting caught” by contracting something there would be “no plausible explanation” for—-which I think you know what I mean by.  But, again, I understand the risk is very minimal.  

Your offer to help me find someone else is sweet—but I would never take you up on that.  I might just get to a point of “giving up” and just accepting my “boring” life—-which actually isn’t that bad compared to what seems to drive a lot of people to AM and similar sites.  But I haven’t “counted us out” based on this.  I may be able to decide in advance—-or if you’d be willing to “take me for another test drive”—maybe that would be the only way for me to really know.

If I “shut down”—-it won’t be a surprise—-if you could handle that if it happened.

Apart from that—there are two other things that I would need from you:

1)  That I can really get you off—and that you receive as much pleasure as you give me.  If I can’t—-you don’t get to have all the “power fun” (I listen very carefully too.  Remember what you said to me after you got me off: “Power”—which is VERY true about sex.  My wife and I used to watch this “raunchy series”– forget the name of it.  She got the series video at a library.  It was about politics and a reporter’s quest to “get the dirt” on politicians.  She was a pretty, ambitious young woman who screwed one prominent senator regularly just so he would feed her inside stories.  So basically–she was an “inside scoop” whore: “You can fuck me senator–but then give me an exclusive story to help my career.”  At one point the senator said to her:  “Everything is about sex–except sex–which is about power.”  That’s kind of an exaggeration–but psychologically it’s at least part of what “gets us off”—knowing we have the “power” to get someone else off.

2)  I could use some help with expenses sometimes–like on rooms–or whatever you can do.  I don’t agree that men should always pay for everything.  I think most women “want their cake and eat it too.”  They don’t want men to be “chauvinist pigs”—-they want equal pay for equal work—–they want equal power in general—-but I don’t see too many “rushing to pick up the tabs” at lunches.

So if: 1) I don’t freak out over you having HS-1, 

2) You seriously cum–and tell me what I need to do to make it happen for you, and

3) You can help with at least some expenses on occasion—I will probably only want to know one more thing—

When and where is the next time I can try to get my brains fucked out by you—and you by me—-and this time “the whole nine yards”.

So am I a little worried?  Maybe.  I don’t know—-yet.  Willing to hang around a little longer to find out?

Still frisky,

Kris

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Kris: Sent two emails….you’ll love the directness of my reply about “scary”. (so when do i get to meet these horny chicks you’re setting me up with)? 2:22 PM

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Kris: I’m almost home….pulling off the highway…had to say this….couldn’t wait….u are one of the kindest, sweetest women i’ve ever met….so you are both “sweet & sassy sauce”….power nap when i get home…online mtg…bed right after….up at 3:30am to do some work …no chatting tonight…..trying to find words….just, well…..thank you…..sweet dreams Sassy. 6:08 PM

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• Apr 15 8:52 PM Kris: Hi, I’m being really bad….like a student texting during class instead of paying attention. I’m listening to the presenter for work as I type this. I’m glad to be part of it—but it’s starting out “a little slow”…rather be chatting with you…but have to “restrain/control” myself. Read my last text message (if you didn’t)—you are SO SWEET….I just can’t get over it.

• Apr 15 8:54 PM Sassy: Naughty man.

• Apr 15 8:56 PM Kris: omg…..my heart is pounding and i don’t know what to do….i can’t stay on here with you right now….did you read my texts/emails?

• Apr 15 8:56 PM Sassy: Yes. There’s plenty of time tomorrow. Go do your thing.

• Apr 15 8:56 PM Kris: are we still good for now?

• Apr 15 8:57 PM Sassy: Sure

• Apr 15 8:57 PM Kris: ok….i have to pull myself away…..talk to you tomorrow….nite sweet Sassy!

• Apr 15 8:58 PM Sassy: Nite nite

From: Kris 

To: Sassy

Sent: Friday, April 11, 2014 12:58 AM

Subject: How I plan to ravage you / final STD test results attached

Hi Sassy,

You are SO hot—because you understand so clearly what “good sex” really is—and most importantly WHERE it is—-which is in our heads!  Of course–the “parts” matter–but the exact shapes and sizes don’t so much as “the whole package”—including who you are.  And more importantly—how we use “the parts.”

But to be completely honest—-I REALLY want to get at your breasts—-and like them BIG—-and you are so clearly well-endowed.  I’ve made a mental note that you want your whole breasts kissed and licked and touched and explored–and not just your nipples.  Keep teaching me—-telling me what you like.  I can’t imagine a woman who can actually have an orgasm just by being touched on the right spot on her back.  So forgive me for “needing proof”—but I will have my hand pressing between your legs to feel your contractions—-not just for “proof”—-but because feeling your orgasmic contractions turns me on.

Let me tell you some “basic” ways I like to have sex.  When we get into it “hot and heavy”—-I will want to “work everything on you at almost the same time.”  Meaning, while I am thrusting deeply and rhythmically in you I will simultaneously being rubbing your clitoris with my finger.  I’ll try to find a rhythm that matches—- a medium speed of rhythmically thrusting and rubbing your clitoris—AT THE SAME TIME.  I may intermittently take my cock out of you to spread your wet juices on your clitoris–to make sure it’s as wet and lubricated as possible—-and then go back inside you thrusting deeply and rhythmically and rubbing your clitoris.  AT THE SAME TIME I’m doing both those things—-I’ll be intermittently deeply kissing you and licking and sucking on your nipples.  I can’t promise at that point I’ll be able to focus on your whole breast—I may be “fixated” at that point on your nipples.  But all of the above will be after a long period of foreplay—after I’ve spent plenty of time building up to going in you.  Back rub, rubbing and caressing you all over, kissing, touching, rubbing your clitoris, licking your clitoris, licking your clitoris and putting my fingers in you……..

As I said tonight chatting—-while I’d like to know your real name—-it’s more important to me that you feel you can trust me, and that I’m not pressuring you.  My wife will NEVER “come after you”–NO MATTER WHAT.  And I’m going to do EVERYTHING in my power to NOT get caught—-mainly because I don’t want to hurt her.

Attached here are the final results of my tests–all negative.  “Trust” is hard earned, easily broken, and requires some “hard facts” to be real.  Here are some hard facts to back up what I’ve told you about my sexual history–a clean slate.

And finally, maybe you don’t want to think about this—but if you have contracted any sexual disease and anything comes back positive—-I’m not “walking away” from you.  I probably don’t make a very good “casual fuck buddy”—but you’ll be hard-pressed to find a lover who will be a better, true friend.  In my line of work there is an ethical obligation to “never abandon a client at a point of their greatest need.”  So whatever your test results—I’m going to be there for you one way or another—and move forward with you in some way that makes sense.  Not just “dump you and walk away.”  I hope everything is negative and we just have “hot, care-free sex.”  But just so you know……..not for nothing—-I am different.  Not trying to be proud—-just am.  I’ve been forgiven a lot—so I can’t justify treating people in any way but as well as I possibly can.  Just so you know……

Kris

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From: Sassy

To: Kris

Sent: Friday, April 11, 2014 9:39 AM

Re: Friday fun

Good morning Kris!  Happy Friday!  What’s on your calendar today?  

I’m at work, doing payroll and then have a super-exciting (not really) meeting with the IT folks about putting in a new “customer relations database.”  

Thank you for this message.  I adore how you answer questions I haven’t asked but have been thinking about.  It is very very hot, but also comforting, to hear what might happen when we’re alone.  It made me wet and caused some interesting twinges.   

Hallelujah for negative tests results!  I am praying for the same.  It’s not worrying me much – I learned during cancer treatment to stay in the moment and only deal with what I had to deal with.  It is huge that you say you won’t run screaming if I have some positive result.  I was truly touched!  Another sign of how special you are.  And how special we may be together.  

I’d better get back to work.  Have a fantastic Friday! 

-S

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From: Kris

To: Sassy

Sent: Friday, April 11, 2014 2:35 PM

Re: How I plan to ravage you / final STD test results attached

Hi Sassy!

I only had one meeting scheduled for today–and it was cancelled.  So I haven’t been doing much…except fantasizing about being with you and when and where.  I thought after I sent my last email, “That was a little over the top.  This woman has lived through beating cancer and had all kinds of support.  Your ‘noble’ offer of support is a little lame–if all she has to deal with is treatment for some STD (possibly excluding HIV).”  

But true to form–all you did was try to “find the best” in what I said–and made me feel special. Glad you got a little wet.  I hope “answering questions before you ask them” doesn’t mean “talking too much and taking the fun out of you asking them.”  If you have more questions….ask away!  For me, it’s part of the build up—anticipation—-learning—–getting to know you.

So here I go—rushing in where angels fear to tread.  Any chance you could get away for an overnight—-as soon as Friday, April 18th through Saturday, April 19th.  I don’t know how far you’re willing to travel—but I was fantasizing renting a cottage or something for 2 days.  I know—-way too “ambitious.”  But if your H can screw some woman and practically “rub it in your face” the same night (sorry–maybe that’s ok with you–but seems a little “insensitive” at a minimum to me)—-can you say to him:  “Thinking of spending the night away to take a potential new guy on an ‘extended test drive'”.   Or do you just “make excuses” and keep it “vague” with him?

Either way:  Check out my “over the top fantasizing” example of a place to stay for a day and a half of “naked romping around the place”:

$150 / 3br – Spacious Private Home Close To Storyland And Shopping Outlets (Bartlett/Glen(White Mountains Region))

Spacious Private Home Close

I expect you to take my “craziness” in stride as usual—-so I’m going to “relax” and not worry about your response to this.

Seriously Frisky

P.S.—We’ll talk more about this later–but any chance you can help a little with some expenses?  There isn’t such a thing as “this is the way to do it.”  In fact, the woman who dumped me after 3 months of chatting said part of why she was pulling away was feeling bad about not being able to help pay for a room.  I told her if she didn’t have the money to not worry about it.  But to her–having a man pay for everything was not ok.  I think you and I need to “make our own” rules–and screw what anyone else thinks about it.  They’re not the ones thinking about having this affair—you and I are.

P.P.S.—I could chat earlier tonight if you wanted–so it’s not so late.  But you probably have a project meeting–or may have other plans.  Let me know….big hug.

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Kris: Just finished work…going to gym till 10…home round 10:20…can u/want to chat then? 8:21 PM

Me: Sure! Sounds great! 8:22 PM

Kris: Big hug & kiss….huge smile….can’t stop thinking of u….fantasizing……later….mwah! 8:26 PM

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Me: Sorry – net is being flaky 10:14 PM

Kris: No problem….want to see if it comes back up….or chat another time? 10:18 PM

Me: It usually comes back. 10:19 PM

Kris: K….will wait then…it’s nice u actually want to talk to me…..expecting to wake up to find it was all a dream….don’t know why….10:23 PM

Kris: Net still down? 10:40 PM

Me: Yes. Grrr 10:40 PM

Kris: K 10:41 PM

Me: Comcast sucks moose weiners 10:41 PM

Kris: Lol 10:41 PM

Me: 🙂 10:41 PM

Me: Sorry – still out. Waaah 11:00 PM

Kris: I know….give me a good time for u to chat tomorrow…..lunch sunday?….or early dinner mon?…..mon weather mid 70s…come to town on harley in “full leather glory”….will b very gropable…..answer in email with same questions when u can get back on…texting too tedious to type… 11:09 PM

Me: Ok 11:09 PM

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From: Kris

To: Sassy

Sent: Friday, Apr 11, 2014 11:27 PM

Lunch on Sunday? / early dinner on Monday?

Hi Sassie!

Lunch Sunday……or early dinner Monday?  Weather’s going to be very warm on Monday (mid 70s to possibly high of 80)….and I’m definitely going to be on my bike.  I’ll be dressed in “full leather glory”  ; ) and will be very gropable  < 🙂   !!!!!!!!  Have late afternoon work on Monday—then it would be only a “skip and a hop” (vroom, vrooom!!!!!!) from there to YOU!!!!!! 

 You’ll possibly have news to share by Monday (testing results)–which we’re both hoping is good.  Either way—either day—-want to see you, be with you, hug you, kiss you, touch you again.

Let me know if you want to chat Saturday–and give me a good time for you. 

I played with my bike a little today–learning all the controls and rode it a little.  I’m like a kid at Christmas—-but you’re even MORE fun!!!!!

You don’t have “dump-him-for-good-by-silence”—-but you do have a little “selective silence” on some things.  Which is ok—-I understand why—-and chuckle at it.  It’s part of “learning what you’ll respond to”  🙂  !!!!

When I make “crazy propositions”—you can just counter with more reasonable ones…..

🙂 <3

Frisky Kris