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Smooth Talk

SmoothGuy and I got off to a great start on November 25, and then I didn’t hear from him for a few days.  He has a habit of popping up on Yahoo IM late at night.  I heard from him three times this week.  Here are some fun snippets:
CHAT #1

Saturday November 30
11:55 PM SmoothGuy: Do you have an ideal date?
11:56 PM Sassy: Very interesting question…
11:57 PM Sassy: Hmmm…. sushi, conversation, sex?
11:58 PM SmoothGuy: Like all three….which is your favorite? 
11:59 PM Sassy: well… the first two are common, the third rare… so it seems more precious at the moment

Sunday December 1 
12:00 AM Sassy: I have this fantasy of eating a lobster maki off someone’s abs!
12:05 AM Sassy: What’s your ideal “date?”
12:08 AM SmoothGuy: Lunch, but a light lunch …nice scenic walk …quiet area and a lot of smooching….
12:08 AM Sassy: with some groping?
12:09 AM SmoothGuy: Oh yes!!
12:09 AM Sassy: Maybe a picnic.
12:09 AM SmoothGuy: Then a private place…undressing? Or too forward?
12:11 AM SmoothGuy: Picnics are great…some wine and cheese
12:11 AM SmoothGuy: Btw, what type of groping? 
12:16 AM Sassy: Hmmm… groping… Here’s a fun picnic photo…
12:17 AM Sassy: very forward!
12:19 AM SmoothGuy: Yes, so when can we go on a picnic?!! 
12:19 AM Sassy: Hee hee
12:20 AM Sassy: late April? 

12:20 AM SmoothGuy: Should I continue on our date when I undress you?
12:21 AM SmoothGuy: Indoor picnics are nice too 
12:21 AM Sassy: Oooh. You are a frisky thing tonight!
12:22 AM SmoothGuy: Somehow I got some help there!!
12:22 AM Sassy: Something about after midnight…
12:23 AM SmoothGuy: Okay to take off your top and kiss the back off your neck..
12:23 AM SmoothGuy: Yes, late night does change things… For the better 
12:24 AM Sassy: for a start…
12:25 AM SmoothGuy:  and…gently brush up against your nipples…
12:26 AM Sassy: mmm… what should I do while you’re doing that?
12:28 AM Sassy: Could I nibble on an ear?
12:28 AM SmoothGuy: Maybe lean back into me…press into me..turn your head and kiss me deeply…
12:28 AM SmoothGuy: You can nibble, but you would drive me crazy…
12:29 AM Sassy: make little sucking sounds? Breathe on it?
12:29 AM Sassy: run my tongue around a bit?
12:29 AM SmoothGuy: Oh yes…..
12:31 AM SmoothGuy: Okay to have my mouth on your breasts? …flicking your nipples and sucking on them…just gently….
12:31 AM Sassy: that sounds delightful… bite a bit… twist. You would hear some moaning then!
12:32 AM SmoothGuy: Done, with pleasure…
12:32 AM SmoothGuy: From me too!!
12:33 AM SmoothGuy: Should I move south? Or linger some more
12:33 AM Sassy: my belly button is calling to you?
12:34 AM SmoothGuy: We can call it that!
12:35 AM SmoothGuy: And what would you like to do, while I’m investigating your belly button?
12:37 AM Sassy: damn… you have addled my brain already!
12:37 AM Sassy: Sorry… I start picturing things and my brain goes wild
12:38 AM Sassy: and I can’t keep my fingers on the keyboard!
12:39 AM SmoothGuy: So I should stop…but just for now …?
12:40 AM Sassy: Hmmmm….
12:40 AM SmoothGuy: Though, the belly button, is never a place to end things….

12:40 AM Sassy: You write very well
12:41 AM SmoothGuy: As do you. Enjoy chatting
12:41 AM Sassy: You want to taste? Touch?
12:42 AM SmoothGuy: Very much so …you?
12:43 AM Sassy: I am thinking about it, yes…
12:43 AM Sassy: But don’t want to look like a complete hussy right off!
12:43 AM SmoothGuy: It’s been too long for me…
12:44 AM SmoothGuy: For me it’s being open and honest about what I want…
12:44 AM Sassy: It is refreshing
12:46 AM SmoothGuy: Agreed. I don’t think it’s being a hussy or the guy equivalent, but being confident and real
12:46 AM Sassy: So nice to be able to express it, after so much rejection
12:46 AM Sassy: to make it fun!
12:48 AM SmoothGuy: Agreed. Fun is the key. Low stress, pleasure each other, if I can be so bold
12:49 AM Sassy: Sounds perfect.
12:49 AM Sassy: I adore figuring out what will do that
12:49 AM SmoothGuy: And I’m pretty good at below the belly button…and happy to please, as I become bolder
12:50 AM SmoothGuy: I love figuring it out too

12:51 AM Sassy: Adore trying things… see what feels good.
12:52 AM SmoothGuy: Me too. Do you have anything in particular you like?
12:53 AM Sassy: fingers. inside. curled.  You? 
12:55 AM SmoothGuy: Nice…
12:55 AM Sassy: been so long… it’s the simple things I crave right now
12:56 AM SmoothGuy: I hear you…my biggest missing thing is ….
12:57 AM SmoothGuy: And I’m embarrassed a bit…
12:57 AM Sassy: Please don’t be… you can tell me.
12:57 AM SmoothGuy: But what the heck…Is…mouth sliding up and down my shaft …for a long time…
12:59 AM SmoothGuy: Until I just explode.
12:59 AM Sassy: I gather that is something many married men are missing
12:59 AM Sassy: I know how to do that. 
1:00 AM SmoothGuy: I know how to do the equivalent!

1:00 AM Sassy: I’ve watched a lot of… a certain type of video
1:01 AM SmoothGuy: I like your video tastes
1:02 AM Sassy: Am I allowed to play with your ass while I suck on you?
1:02 AM SmoothGuy: Yes, I think, but in what way?’
1:03 AM Sassy: maybe use a finger
1:03 AM SmoothGuy: And, of course, vice versa?
1:03 AM Sassy: a wet finger
1:03 AM SmoothGuy: Oh yes!!
1:04 AM Sassy: part of me… inside you
1:04 AM SmoothGuy: But I might yell a bit!
1:04 AM Sassy: I am gentle, subtle
1:05 AM SmoothGuy: Very nice
1:06 AM SmoothGuy: Hope it can happen!
1:06 AM SmoothGuy: While we are at the embarrassing stage….
1:06 AM Sassy: Nah
1:07 AM Sassy: say!
1:08 AM SmoothGuy: Any interest in anal …in a very gentle way? I’ve never done it …curious
1:08 AM SmoothGuy: Nah to what?
1:08 AM Sassy: Don’t be embarrassed… really.  Maybe… I did it once a long time ago
1:09 AM Sassy: With an idiot who ripped me up. But I try to forget that… hope to trust again
1:09 AM Sassy: Want to know what it feels like when done right with lots of lube… patience…
1:10 AM Sassy: still puzzling over how to be sure it’s clean enough… but there has to be a way!
1:11 AM SmoothGuy: I would expect a lot of patience..
1:11 AM SmoothGuy: Maybe need a few times to try..to get it right
1:12 AM SmoothGuy: Strangely not embarrassed – it’s nice to be open.
1:12 AM Sassy: indeed
1:13 AM Sassy: I am not judgmental. Takes a lot to weird me out
1:13 AM Sassy: and if I am, I say so and roll along

1:14 AM SmoothGuy: Anything you’re interested in? ..good attitude btw
1:14 AM Sassy: I want to see a man cum… on me. Never done that. Simple thing, but I’ve seen it so many videos, want to know what it feels like
1:16 AM Sassy: Is that weird?
1:16 AM SmoothGuy: That’s cool. Think I could handle that with a little help!
1:17 AM SmoothGuy: Not weird at all.
1:17 AM Sassy: Was thinking to use my chest…and my mouth
1:17 AM SmoothGuy: Fantasies and sexual desires are healthy in my book
1:18 AM SmoothGuy: You do have me hard, btw. Hope that’s not too weird
1:18 AM Sassy: Oh, how lovely! Great to know!
1:19 AM Sassy: Kinda wet and twitchy over here….
1:19 AM SmoothGuy: Hey, being open and honest here!
1:19 AM Sassy: Are you touching?
1:19 AM SmoothGuy: Very nice!
1:20 AM SmoothGuy: A little bit. You?
1:20 AM Sassy: Yes indeed
1:21 AM SmoothGuy: Picturing your mouth in action 
1:22 AM Sassy: Slurping sounds
1:22 AM SmoothGuy: Any chance you want to meet?
1:22 AM SmoothGuy: Hmmmmm
1:22 AM Sassy: Not tonight. 
1:22 AM SmoothGuy: Funny!
1:23 AM Sassy: staring up into your eyes…
1:25 AM Sassy: I’m out of practice. But you can tell me… guide me,
1:26 AM SmoothGuy: you’re licking me…
1:27 AM Sassy: make it just right… until your hips can’t stay still
1:28 AM Sassy: take you to the edge about… 17 times
1:28 AM SmoothGuy: Sliding your tongue up and down my penis…nibbling the head..
1:28 AM SmoothGuy: You have me moaning…
1:29 AM SmoothGuy: Rub me between your breasts…
1:29 AM SmoothGuy: I start to cum…but you stop me…
1:29 AM Sassy: you think you can’t hold it… that it can’t get any better… but it does
1:30 AM SmoothGuy: I reach down ….run my tongue up and down your inner thigh
1:31 AM SmoothGuy: You take me fully into your mouth…I thrust my tongue deep inside….
1:32 AM SmoothGuy: Lick you up and down…up and down…up and down …
1:33 AM SmoothGuy: Gently kiss your clitoris….
1:33 AM Sassy: mmmm… I can’t stay still when you do that… hips roll
1:34 AM Sassy: trying to get closer
1:34 AM SmoothGuy: My finger gently finds your anal gland …moves in and out…
1:35 AM SmoothGuy: I move up your body…enter you…hold you close..
1:35 AM SmoothGuy: Kiss you deeply….Thrust back and forth…back and forth….
1:37 AM SmoothGuy: then egads…heaven moves!!!

1:38 AM Sassy: shaking
1:38 AM Sassy: squeaking…you…. um… making a mess over there?
1:41 AM SmoothGuy: Ummm…yes…you the equivalent?
1:41 AM Sassy: Oh yes
1:41 AM SmoothGuy: Do have to hit the hay, though.
1:41 AM Sassy: Hot stuff. Thanks for staying up and playing!
1:41 AM Sassy: Hope it helps you sleep. 
1:42 AM SmoothGuy: Excellent! You too!
1:42 AM SmoothGuy: Oh, it will. Same for you!
1:42 AM Sassy: Good night 
1:43 AM SmoothGuy: You’re very exciting! Night!
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CHAT #2  
Sunday, December 2, 2012

11:45 PM SmoothGuy: Have two minutes, but wanted to say hi
11:45 PM SmoothGuy: If you’re there 
11:45 PM Sassy: Hiya! Mwah!
11:46 PM SmoothGuy: Hi! Enjoyed the other night a lot! Mesh?
11:46 PM Sassy: Me, too. Read it over… smiled.
11:47 PM SmoothGuy: I smiled a lot too!
11:47 PM SmoothGuy: Hope I wasn’t too graphic
11:47 PM Sassy: Nah…
11:48 PM SmoothGuy: Good!!
11:48 PM Sassy: You can be yourself… really.  Silly, sexy, serious… whatever.
11:49 PM SmoothGuy: That’s the nice thing about this…
11:49 PM Sassy: One of the many.
11:49 PM SmoothGuy: I like how open you are
11:50 PM SmoothGuy: Would you ever like to meet
11:50 PM SmoothGuy: Too soon?
11:51 PM Sassy: Feels too soon, but it is possible down the road.
11:51 PM SmoothGuy: Fair enough.
11:51 PM Sassy: A little skittish right now… but trying to get over it.
11:52 PM Sassy: Nothing to do with you…
11:52 PM SmoothGuy: Like the …ahem…sexual openess of our mesages
11:53 PM SmoothGuy: Okay to be careful, I am too
11:53 PM Sassy: That is unusual?
11:53 PM SmoothGuy: That meaning?
11:53 PM Sassy: openess.  I know it’s different from real life.
11:54 PM SmoothGuy: With some I’ve met online yes
11:55 PM SmoothGuy: Yes, in real life I probably wouldn’t ask you about anal!!
11:55 PM SmoothGuy: Unless we were in bed together 
11:55 PM Sassy: Mmm… there’s a thought.
11:56 PM Sassy: But it is good to talk it out a little ahead of time!
11:56 PM SmoothGuy: That’s for sure.
11:57 PM SmoothGuy: Though I just miss the kissing
11:58 PM Sassy: I wonder how long we’d kiss before you’d say “that’s enough”
11:58 PM Sassy: I ponder how often I’d have sex if it was up to me…
11:59 PM Sassy: might try every morning and night for awhile… You?
December 3, 2012
12:00 AM SmoothGuy: Morning and night yes!
12:01 AM SmoothGuy: I could kiss for hours, then spend hours in foreplay, my favorite part!
12:01 AM SmoothGuy: Have to run. Night.
12:01 AM Sassy: Night!
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CHAT #3 

Wednesday, December 5, 2012
11:49 PM SmoothGuy: Hi. You around?
11:50 PM Sassy: Yes.
11:51 PM Sassy: You craving some Sassyness?
11:54 PM SmoothGuy: Yes!
11:54 PM SmoothGuy: How are you these days?
11:56 PM Sassy: crazy early part of the week, slowing down now. You?
December 6, 2012
12:00 AM SmoothGuy: similar, except I have to get up early and go away on business in the morning
12:00 AM SmoothGuy: Should be in bed, but my bad side thought no!!
12:02 AM Sassy:  🙂
12:05 AM SmoothGuy: Ah, but need to go now, mostly wanted to say hi


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Grinding

Saturday, December 8, 2012

8:06am Phil
When you drive a fancy car in an area notorious for car break ins ………..  They left all the purses in the car under the seats.  Got the car back with just a broken window but walllets and all are gone.  Tough night. Hope you have a great Saturday!
10:44am
Good morning!  Wow… sorry to hear about their car and stuff.  Good you could help!  Scurrying  around picking up – Mom is coming over!  A rare thing… Hope your Saturday is off to a grand start!
11:12am Phil
Enjoy the time with Mom! Have fun!
5:17pm Phil
How was ur day? Nothing from The Beach Gal today. Called and sent messages.
Hope you had fun with Mom
5:23pm
Mom is good.  She played with my kitties, looked at you on FB, took me to lunch.  They had the Army/Navy game on. 
5:28pm Phil
I was watching that. Glad you had fun.
5:30pm
Did you ever go to that game in person?
5:35pm Phil
Once in Philly at the old JFK. 35 years ago.
Why is she ignoring me again? Patience, I know
5:40pm
I don’t know.  This is one of the tougher things about LDRs… why doesn’t he write?  What did I say?  But I learned that it rarely has to do with anything… just gets busy or whatever.  I know it sucks, dear man.
5:49pm Phil
It does baby. It does
[photo of him in a suit and tie]
5:53pm
You look so handsome.  And skinny!
5:54pm Phil
Thank you Sass.
[photo of him with Santa]
6:04pm
Your chin is gone!  You meet the best looking Santas!
6:05pm Phil
Ha ha, working off the chin
He is awesome!
230 pounds here I come
Heart break is good for my figure
8:07pm Phil
 I’m a little tweaked now. Spin me about your Mom being really bad and then refuse to answer. Nice little party tonight. Have to go out again around midnight. I’m a little tired
8:09pm
Now you are messaging in the wrong window? watch out for that! 
         
8:11pm Phil
That was to you silly
8:12pm
Then the second sentence doesn’t make sense.  But it doesn’t matter… I cherish every word from you kid.
            
8:14pm Phil
Talking about her. She told me her Mom was in the hospital and having heart issues. Asked me to pray. Been asking about Mom all day. Just want to make sure she is ok
8:15pm
Oh! Sorry… I get it now. A lot of hospitals block cell phones signals. FYI
   
8:17pm Phil
I know. Don’t think she went to her Mom’s. Her phone rings rather than go to voicemail. Maybe but she would have said something
Called her GF. They don’t think she is there
Like her Mom. Just concerned
8:21pm
Sure… tough to wait, I know.
         
8:31pm Phil
She loves her Ma. Who doesn’t. If she went up, it was bad
8:31pm Phil 
[photo of him smiling in his office]
8:31pm Phil 
Just now
My ugly mug
Will ruin your appetite
Wish I’d been born with looks
Least I can sing
Big nose, smile wrinkles
What do ya think
All that huh. Wow, worse than I thought
            
8:41pm
You know you make me wet every time I look at you…
All I can think about is touching you.
Sucking you.
So I am not very impartial!
Why are you in your office on a Saturday night?!
         
8:42pm Phil
LOL
        
8:49pm
Oops. Sorry. Didn’t mean to let that out!
8:55pm
Can you nap until midnight?
12:53am Phil
Just helped shut down the club. Walked in and it’s pitch black kids dry humping on the dance floor. Stopped at a light look up at the student lounge and see a guy clearly fucking some ones face. Unreal
         
12:54am
Wow…
          
12:54am Phil
Geez!
           
12:55am
Is this against the rules?
12:56am Phil
Not that I’m against fucking some ones hot mouth but not in one of the lounges and not in the fucking window!
Against my rules

Apparently you can’t dance unless you are grinding on your partners hard dick

Ain’t happening            
12:57am
I always tried to…when we danced in high school
12:58am Phil
What?
           
12:58am
Grind!
    
12:58am Phil
Ummm
You have a hot little mouth too
            
1:00am
Woulda done it in the window if you’d wanted to…
1:00am Phil
I would have. Would have done it on that balcony at your condo, in the kitchen too
1:02am
Good thing we didn’t have some officer to bust us up!
1:02am Phil
 Ha ha. We were not in the military!
1:03am
I would dance with you…
1:06am Phil
🙂
            
1:07am
I wish you could see me now…lying on my bed, naked, legs spread…
1:08am Phil
Doing what?
So show me  🙂 
Just got hard thinking about that
1:09am
🙂
            
1:10am Phil
Hope your hands are busy between those spread legs
1:10am
Thinking of your hands
One down there, one twisting my breast
1:11am Phil
Down where?
            
1:12am
Inside my pussy where you’re cock loves to be
1:12am Phil
Two fingers buried in your pussy, thrusting, twisting, hearing the squish from your wetness
There’s my hot dirty girl. I do like fucking that tight pussy and it is tight
Like pounding you, spanking your ass, running my finger over your twitching ass hole
            
1:16am
Mmmm…yes yes.yes
Damn that made my cunt twitch
1:18am Phil
Yeah baby, take that cock deep and hard
cunt, nice
Dirty term but so hot to hear
1:19am
I want you hot, hard…burning
1:19am Phil
When I get done fucking you, want you to bury your tongue in my ass and then a finger and then a toy. Fuck me like I fucked you

I want that twitching ass hole too and the back of your throat. That was fucking amazing

           
1:21am
I’ll fuck you with my stunt cock
1:21am Phil
Love shooting a hot load of cum down your throat
1:21am
Fill you up
1:21am Phil
Ummm, stunt cock
1:22am
Yes sir…9 inches of joy toy
In and out
1:22am Phil
Have to go slow with that bad boy
1:23am
Slowly, lots of lube and dirty talk!
1:23am Phil
Have had fingers before but that’s a lot bigger. Happy to try though
1:24am
Gonna film it so you can see it later
            
1:24am Phil
Not much I consider taboo. Long as both want it and it feels good
Oohhh. Never been filmed before. Interesting
1:25am
You touching my cock?

1:25am Phil

Club went from packed to empty. Be happy to go home and do so
1:26am
Yum
Wouldn’t need much film…but a hot minute of me fucking you…could look at it and cum again?
         
1:28am Phil
Oh hell yeah
1:29am
And see it from my angles, going in and out
Add to the memory
I wonder if I could suck you and fuck you…in sync
         
1:32am Phil
Why not
1:33am
Might be too much…or heaven
1:34am Phil 
[photo of his gorgeous cock]
         
1:34am
Man, you got me squirming
1:34am Phil
Would be amazing
Squirm on that
1:35am
Feed me that 
1:36am Phil
[photo of the tip of his cock with pre-cum drop]
1:37am
I want you to shove your gorgeous cock down my throat
1:37am Phil
Mmmmmm
Need that, been so long since anything
Been saving myself
1:40am
Damn…you’ve got me so revved up…
So tender, swollen, clit buzzing
1:42am Phil
Awesome. Rub that clit
1:42am
Nipples so hard
1:43am Phil
Nice!
   
1:45am
You are making me cum!
1:46am Phil
Oh yeah, love it, cum for me baby. Cum hard!
Let me suck your swollen clit to help
1:46am
Mmmm
Shit…shuddering
1:47am Phil
Yeah baby, cum on
1:47am Soaring
1:48am Phil
Whoooooooooo
Get off Sass
1:49am
You remember what I look like? Thrashing, moaning
1:49am Phil
Oh yeah, entire body
I love it! Nice distraction from where my mind has been
1:52am
Always happy to help, esp. If I get to explode!
Damn it’s fierce…feels like lava pouring out of me
Cum tickling down my ass
1:54am Phil
Oh I love that! 
now back to tossing and turning and asking why
1:55am
Wish it was mingled with yours
1:55am Phil
 Ahh, be much more and thicker
1:56am
Might have to tie you down… Have my way
1:57am Phil
I’d like that too
🙂
         
1:57am
Bite a nipple
Ride you
I’d better go to sleep… 
Hope that gives you some nasty sassy girl thoughts…. Naked, spread for you
2:01am Phil
Nite Sass 
     
2:01am
A hot tongue kiss good night Philip
2:03am Phil
Thank you. Back to crying in my pillow.
2:07am
Awww, kid. It will work out. Sleep now.
2:10am Phil
No it won’t.
🙁
        
2:10am
Lay it all on the floor, like a big stone… 
Pick it up later. I’ll help you carry it tomorrow
2:11am Phil
Feels like the stone is laying on my heart
2:11am
I know dear man…

2:13am Phil 

Nite Sass.
2:36am Phil
Wow! “Good nite love” from guess who.
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Hot memories

Thursday, November 29, 2012
7:47am
Good morning! Lunch date w/ a Professor. Pray! Hope your Thursday is great!
       
7:52am Phil
Oh wow! You go girl! I will certainly pray for you and wish you luck as well. I could use a little good news. Been so down of late, can’t shake it. There are truly good men out there. They are not all selfish creeps. You deserve a good one Sass!

I need to finish up this military thing and find out who I am again. I think I’ve kind of lost that. You have to put a mask on to do this job and I’ve worn the mask too long. Stuck in the same routine. Very happy professionally, but so sad personally. Work 14 hours, go home, grab a bite, have a drink, sit alone on the couch and pretend to watch TV. My mind whirling with memories and thoughts and lost opportunities. I wish for much more for you. Hope lunch is fantastic!
           

12:39pm Phil
Hope lunch was good!

1:59pm
Awww….thanks! The gumbo was yummy and he made me laugh – no clue if there will be more, but it was fun and he paid. Please try not to be sad… remember I am here to help. Better days are coming for us both!

3:24pm Phil
I’m glad it was nice. I love gumbo! The fact that he made you laugh is wonderful as well. Sad for reasons that continue but I am working on it. Pretty bad when people start to notice. I’ll be ok. Thanks for the encouragement!
       
5:12pm Phil
Someday I will tell you this sordid little tale. I believe I have learned a lesson though. Hurt me. This has been a long journey that I thought would end happily and instead ended in disappointment and tears. I should know better. Guess we all have our problems and issues.

5:19pm
Are you talking Beach Gal? I’ve wondered. I am so sorry you’re hurt! You can share… think of me rubbing your feet and let it out whenever you want. Take a walk and call if you don’t want to type. This is what old friends are for. Not just p0rn!

5:44pm Phil
Yeah, it’s Beach Girl. Girl was so different from anyone else – emotional, fun, I was completely smitten. We clicked. Was one of those things where my brain has always said bad idea but my heart pulled me in the opposite direction. We have not spent any time together in a long time. She drinks too much and when she does, she makes bad decisions, gets nasty, and gets very flirty. I should have walked away from this long ago but just could not do so.

She picked some guy up in a bar several months ago. Moved him in for a month till she figured out he was a shit bag. About broke my heart. Then called back crying and I fell right back into it again. She got hammered one night and called me to tell me about the great sex. Did not realize she did it the next day.

Also got drunk and told me she tried to get it on with one of my best friends. They both said they just got together for beers one night but they ended up drinking tequila at her place and she tried to get it on, he was too drunk to perform. He is no longer my best buddy.

She is running around with another guy now that I just found out about. I’m done. I did not deserve all that and there was much more. Men can be such stupid creatures. Sweetest thing in the world during the day. Add alcohol and at a certain point, look out. Just took me a very long time to realize and fully understand. One second laughing, next second crying or ripping into me. Like my Dad used to flame on at the drop of a hat and for no apparent reason.

The heart is a funny thing. I kept going back for more with him too. Always had this dream of a little beach house with palms and hammock, couple Adirondack chairs in the sand. Watching the sun rise or set, long walks on the beach, good seafood, friends over for music, darts, drinks. Dancing under the stars.

I’d like to be sitting at some little seafood place enjoying some chowder and the foot rub would be most welcome. I’m sorry, you did not need to hear all that and I did not intend to burden you with it. Just came out.

6:39pm
Hey, kid, Thanks for explaining. I like to know what’s up… it’s not a burden! You’ve certainly listened to my crap. I’m so sorry she is not the person you thought. You deserve better. Can you consider yourself lucky to have found out now? Which buddy was it? Does he know you know?

I hope writing it out helped. I wish there was more I could do… can you get to see me again? For now, go back in your mind and feel the warm September sunset, taste the chowder. Go way back to the camp fire. Listen to good tunes.

Soon you’ll pick yourself up and head off in a new direction. You are a kind, fun, handsome, capable man and you’ll find a stable, sexy woman who appreciates that and makes you crazy in the best possible way! I want it to be me, but I understand if I’m not the girl of your dreams. I just want you to be happy. I will always be here to listen, rub your feet and any other body part. 😉

6:39pm Phil 

Did you see my football tree?

6:40pm
It’s hideous! 🙂
   
6:44pm Phil
It was [pal’s name redacted] she fooled around with.  I love the guy but he thinks with his dick when he drinks.

I think back to camp and you often. Think about DC too and Boston. Good times.

6:46pm
Oh my… so sorry.

Yeah… we did manage to have fun and make memories, didn’t we? The first time you touched me in DC was the hottest moment of my life.

6:48pm Phil
Yanked your britches down and buried my tongue inside you I believe and then buried my cock inside you. Welcum to DC 🙂

6:50pm
You took very good care of me…

6:52pm Phil
We also had wonderful dinners. Was fun. Loved the Greek and Thai places

I remember picking you up, memories flooding back. We picked up right away.

Loved Boston. Amazing dinner , amazing night

7:01pm

I adored listening to your stories…

7:07pm Phil
Got a million of them 🙂

Lifting weights now. Soothes my soul. Works my body and calms me. Something about lifting heavy shit
           

7:10pm
Just don’t show my chest to your spotting guy this time!

7:11pm Phil
Ha ha! That’s was funny as hell! No spotter tonight, just me. It was hot too 😉

7:14pm
I may not have it all but my chest is stellar.

7:15pm Phil
You do have amazing tits 🙂

7:15pm

I have my hand there right now… pretending it is yours.
           
7:18pm Phil
Mmmmmm, I like that

7:19pm
Tweaking, twisting…

Damn… the things talking to you makes me do!

7:44pm Phil
Ha ha! Love it!

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Mesmerizing sexy .gifs

Monday, November 26, 2012
8:32am Phil
We did.  Miss my kid already.  Got to do a lot together and had a great time.  Back to work and all that goes with that. Busy several weeks coming up and then a couple easier weeks at the end of December and then full bore into the new year.  Hope you have a good week, enjoy the day!
7:14pm
Hiya kid.  Hope you had a great Monday.  I found five images that mesmerized me today! … wondered which one you’d like right now?  Enjoy!
A. The ride (it moves)

http://advizortoall.tumblr.com/post/36487999582
B. The back door (it moves too)

http://advizortoall.tumblr.com/post/36489415452/stickyickybuns-nsfw-when-that-lower-part-of
C. The office
http://advizortoall.tumblr.com/image/36597606212
D. Lakeside
http://advizortoall.tumblr.com/image/36605578873
E. Double dipping (it moves)

http://advizortoall.tumblr.com/post/36614812831/asiangirlheartswhiteboys-sabotageme-get-us

7:26pm Phil
Loved double dipping. That got a rise.
Really liked lakeside too. Love it outdoors.
By a lake, in a boat, on the beach mmmmm

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Back in touch

Tuesday, November 20, 2012
From: Sassy Girl
Subject: Re: What Makes You Beautiful
Date: November 20, 2012 8:32:21 AM EST
To: Phil   
May I say GOOD MORNING!  It’s a cold one.  34!  Wheee!  Hope today is better than it’s been.  
-S
8:55am Phil
You doing ok? Facebook is down due to crazy people. May stay down awhile. Email me or text.
[He switched to the Comcast email, then went back to gmail on and off]
From: Phil
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 7:09:54 PM EST
To: Sassy Girl
You mad at me? Ignoring me? You ok Sass? Worried about you.
From: Sassy Girl
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 8:08:34 PM EST
To:  Phil   
Hiya, kid,
Smooch!  Thanks for opening a new channel!  What’s up with your FB? The mess at work or something else?  It really scared me when I saw “deactivated” but I should know better.  Just as you should know I am never mad at you!  Well, hardly ever.  And then you say something so sweet and I forget about it.  
I am not ignoring you.  I wrote you twice last night to your gmail.  Did you see those?  So sorry I couldn’t write earlier!  Work has been a terror.  Boss being a total asshole.  Don’t dare open my personal email there for now.  The first time I could leave my desk was at 3:15 pm to pee!  The stress is crushing my soul.  
Are things getting better on your end?  I am praying for you. Thank you for worrying about me.  It makes a big difference.  I wish I didn’t have to worry you… I want to be your sunshine.  But sometimes it is raining so hard I need someone to help me bail!  I do appreciate all you do to make me smile.  I am hanging on by my fingernails.  Trying to control the things I can and not worry about the rest.   When I think I can’t stand it one more second, I close my eyes and remember… you.  And it gets me through! 
So looking forward to a break!  I get out at 12:30 pm tomorrow and don’t have to go back until Monday!  My co-workers are headed out in all directions tonight – Atlanta, Ohio, CT, NJ, Iowa, even someplace called Naperville IL.  Wish I was in his suitcase.  🙂  
What’re you doing Thursday?  Cooking at your place?  Watching some football?  🙂  
I am off to Sis’s midday Thursday as usual.  There will be 15 of us… she invited project orphans and her in-laws are here.  So I will be washing lots of pots and pans.  Feeling very lucky that I don’t have to host or cook or drive across the Pike in the killer traffic anymore!  
I do wish you had time to make me forget all this as only you can.  Mmmmm… looking forward to that time.  We need to make Google talk work.   Download it to your phone!  Or figure it out on your gmail?  I need real time tantalizing!  
Here’s to better days!  Hugs with groping.  And a long sensual kiss… just because.
-S
From:  Phil   
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 9:37:13 PM EST
To:     Sassy Girl
I was worried.  Work mess and Wife Mess are why my Facebook is down. I’ll post what I want to whom I want. She does not approve my friends.  Work is getting better because people started telling the truth.   Now I’m not such a ruthless bastard. Was a tough couple of weeks. Boss told me today, I did it all right, documented everything and he fully supported my decision and the way I handled the entire thing.
You have so much to offer. Quite eying these douce bags. Your husband is blind and needs to look in a mirror. When I retire I can act any way I want, be who I want. Looking forward to that. As the great Bob Marley said, “don’t worry about a thing, cause every little thing gonna be alright”. Love ya girl.
From:  Phil   
Subject: Re: The balcony
Date: November 20, 2012 9:47:49 PM EST
To: Sassy Girl
Would love to bend and fuck
From:  Phil   
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 9:56:05 PM EST
To: Sassy Girl
Cooking two turkeys, a ham, green bean casserole, stuffing, mashed potatoes, sweet potatoes and other stuff. Heading off to Wisconsin to see a show. A friend of my daughter’s is in it. We will visit with her afterward..

I’ll try to figure out google talk. Always fun to get off together. Got a drink, fresh baked rolls and a hard cock thinking about fucking someone bent over their balcony and then later having them swallow my cock. Mmmmm

From: Phil   
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 10:16:04 PM EST
To:  Sassy Girl
Fuck me girl
From: Sassy Girl
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 10:29:50 PM EST
To: Phil   
Oooh… yum.  I wish I was going to eat at your table, and I do mean the food in this case!  Are you having pie?  I want pie!!!
My sister is making all this fancy stuff.  It will taste good but it isn’t right for Thanksgiving!  Whine whine… she keeps calling up and saying “I got a turkey breast and I’m going to wrap it in pancetta with…” and I’m like “noooo!” And I want stuffing and she is making some weird mushroom leek bread pudding.  I know… it’s free… I’m lucky but…
Oooh! Theater!  Yay!  Good for you!  
My, my… you are frisky.  I adore that.  
-S
From: Sassy Girl
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 10:46:08 PM EST
To:  Phil   
Oh!  I am so glad to hear the tide has turned for you!  That is cause for celebration!  Woot!  I am doing the happy dance for you!  
Maybe it means my luck can change too?  Please please please….
Awwww… you are so sweet.  Thank you for the pep talk. Bob Marley was a wise man – I will hope he was right.
You’re making me swoon.  I just… how can you say just a few words and I feel so much better?!  I do!
Are you gearing up to change jobs?  Will life get easier after that?  Sad to say, but in a way all this mess may make it easier to go?
-S
From: Sassy Girl
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 10:52:51 PM EST
To:  Phil   
Yes… you are so hot… you make me twinge inside!
What would you like my dear man?  You want a hot mouth on that gorgeous cock, don’t you?  With my finger inside you, squeezing those sexy balls, right?
😉
From:  Phil   
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 11:18:44 PM EST
To: Sassy Girl
Yes, pumpkin pie. Very traditional meal.  Smoked turkey and a roasted turkey. I’m ready to go. Loved the job but tired. The latest mess was too much. Was the last straw in a tough job. Your hot mouth, fingers, oh yeah. Need a hot suck and fuck with tongues and fingers in all the appropriate places
From:  Phil   
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 11:20:48 PM EST
To: Sassy Girl
Would love to pump a big hot load deep inside you and them spray your tits and face
From: Sassy Girl
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 11:36:21 PM EST
To:  Phil   
What can I say to that but… YES PLEASE!
You do have the best ideas!  Oh, how I want to see that… feel it… rev you up until you explode!  Let you see the smile on my messy face!  and Let me see the smile on yours!  
-S
From:  Phil   
Subject: Re: this and that
Date: November 20, 2012 11:38:40 PM EST
To:     Sassy Girl

Oh hell yeah baby. Seeing your sweet face dripping my cum. Damn!

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Slutty Saturday Seven

From my private journal
November 4, 2012 07:48 pm – Slutty Saturday

 My my my… what a day this was!  Conventional wisdom says weekends are the quiet time in the cheating world, as people have to focus on their families.  That’s usually true but NOT TODAY!  
After a quiet week swapping p0rn with Mr Truck, I heard from SEVEN men today… TOO MUCH!  I seem to be fulfilling Marian Daniell’s mother’s advice that every woman needs seven men in her life.  Heh.  

I had friendly online chats with 2 chatters, a delicious phone call with a blogger and contact with 4 AM men! The emails, IMs and phone calls were flying!  
TWO new AM men sent me messages yesterday!  They spent money to contact me.  Wow.  Nothing like the “start the month off fun” guys! 
1) MidKnight
A brand new AM guy!  Late 40s.  Okay.  Nearby in the same city.  Nice.  6″2 195.  Another tall and skinny one.  I can deal with that.  Hmm… “unhappy husband of an unappreciative wife.”  No no no… don’t bitch about your wife in your profile!  “Looking for a lady who has a wild side.  Fun.  Companionship.”  That’s better.  Vague but fine.  He posted a lovely photo of himself in a suit and tie, standing in a law library.  Heh.  Bet it came from his work web site.  I worry about men who show their face.  Really?  But it was a nice face.

I sent him my mischief Yahoo email and he pinged me on Yahoo IM mid-afternoon!  It’s awkward to start out chatting without any previous emails, but I ran with it.  He seemed distracted, said he was watching college football with his son, and didn’t have long.  Gosh, mister, way to make a woman feel wanted… NOT! I got to ask a few questions.  Good answers!  Another lawyer!  He took off after about 20 minutes saying he’d ping me tonight.  But he never did.  

Lesson learned: I can have a lovely chat, just start feeling a spark and liking the guy and wanting to know more and… he didn’t feel it and that’s it.  How could he not get that I am THE BEST WOMAN EVAH?  Hee hee.  Ah well… I hope he found another lady and had lots of fun. 
2) Speedy 
The second brand new guy on AM!  Let’s see… 50.  Sure.  From… hunh… the next state over.  Hmm… if he will visit my area, do I care?  5″10 160… uh oh.  Shorter and skinny!  But… maybe I will take a chance… not pay so much attention to height and weight?  I want guys to do that for me, I should do it for them, right?  He checked a few random boxes.  Eh.  Then he wrote a little bit:

What really turns him on: “Would like to meet an intelligent, uninhibited, woman with a good sense of humor and a high drive.” Do I have a high drive?  I suppose so.  Sounds like me.  
He closed with: “I’m an intelligent, professional, fit guy, with a good sense of humor.  Communication creates chemistry. Let’s talk. Would be happy to share photos off of this venue.”  Makes sense.  But it doesn’t give me much to work from.  
He gave me his Yahoo email in his first message, so I responded there.  His second message included a photo – just his face.  He looks like… Seinfeld!  With gray hair.  Very distinguished!  Another suit and tie, probably his business website photo.  He asked if we could switch to IM.  Sure.  He gave me his real first time, and his work website… hmm… I’d rather not know!  But you know I googled him.  Nothing freaky.  We typed along and very soon he said he wanted to hear my voice, could he call me?  Wow… um… sure.  Definitely felt like a salesman needing to meet his quota.  Heh.  Moving very fast but it all sounds good, so I roll with it.  This is definitely the fastest I’ve ever gone from contact to the phone. We had a very sexy conversation.  He sent me an email right after, and called again just after dinner.  Wow!  Full court press!  It felt great! 
3) Rick aka “Panties Man” 
He was in the midst of writing a paper for school, pinged me in Yahoo IM to check in.  He is so polite and nice!  He couldn’t stay long but he made me feel special that he took the time to check in.  
4) The Professor
The great cypher professor checked in.  I gave him my phone number.  He said he would call on Monday from his office.  I never went to office hours in college but maybe I can get something from a professor now?  I bet he has a wonderful voice from all that lecturing!  
This definitely felt like TOO MUCH!  And it doesn’t count Stan or Tom or Philip… geesh.  
But who to give up?  How to step back?  Hmmm… which one is going to touch me?  Make me smile most often?  No way to tell… might as well leave all my irons in the fire until something happens.

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Closeup cock sucking

Sunday, October 28, 2012
9:13am
Good morning!  Getting ready for Frankenstorm or Noreastercane…hope it’s all hype… Have a fabulous football day!
9:26am Phil
Hope so too.  Looks nasty. Nice weather here, ready for some football!
9:16pm
I don’t have to work tomorrow!  My employer (and just about everywhere else) is closed due to the storm.  Wimps. 🙂  Party time!  Wanna party with me, kid?!
11:22pm Phil
What ya doing sexy girl?
11:22pm
Smiling in your direction. 🙂
11:23pm Phil
Back at ya
11:24pm
Keeping an eye on the World Series…
11:24pm Phil
Me too
11:25pm
Watching p0rn with the other eye.  😛
11:25pm Phil
Porn? Anything good?
11:28pm
Yup. Wanna see?
11:28pm Phil
Sure
Let me get my cock out and in my hand
11:29pm
ooooh
melts
http://xhamster.com/movies/443049/closeup_cock_sucking.html
11:32pm Phil
Ahhhh
I’ll just stroke anyway
11:32pm
nice sucking….
I could do it
11:42pm Phil
Nice. Nothing like a hot blow job and cumming in a willing mouth
11:47pm
yum
11:52pm Phil
Great football game!
11:53pm
Yay!
11:53pm Phil
You have a hot mouth. Love hitting the back of your throat
11:53pm
Mmmm…. feels so good.
11:54pm Phil
Feels good to cum in your mouth. Feels good to cum in your pussy too
11:55pm
best thing EVAR
11:56pm Phil
Was awesome.
Felt amazing. Hot mouth and tight pussy. Great combo
11:58pm
Hot mouth, hot hands, hard cock…
11:58pm Phil
Fucking your mouth was hot as hell. Came hard inside your pussy.
12:00am Phil
You seemed to like being pounded and feeling my cum fill you
 12:00am
Better than ice cream
12:01am Phil
Would love to fuck your big tits and cum on your face and lips
12:01am
I want to see that… feel it…
12:02am Phil
Ummm
Gotta climb in the shower and get off
12:03am
Wish I was there…
Enjoy kid…
12:03am Phil
You would be on your knees sucking me
12:03am
you bet
sticking my finger in your ass
12:04am Phil
Gonna think about your mouth as I cum
Oh hell yeah, finger fucking my ass as I fucked your mouth
12:05am
Gonna find that spot…
make you moan
12:05am Phil
Not hard to do
Gonna spray cum all over the shower, spurt after spurt that could be flowing down your throat
12:07am
Now I wish I was bathroom tile…
You’re getting me all wet…
12:07am Phil
Ha ha, good
12:08am
May have to get out a toy…
12:08am Phil
Hope you get wet and decide to rub your clit
Excellent
Wish I was holding it and fucking you with the toy before replacing it with a real cock
12:10am
Oh yes!  Lie back, close my eyes, turn on the vibrations and think of you…
Man, I want that…
12:10am Phil
There you go
Enjoy Sass.
Bed time for me but I am going to get off first
12:11am
Sleep dreams, kid.
12:11am Phil
Nite girl

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Warm him up

Saturday, September 22, 2012
10:57 am
Happy Autumn! It’s fall! Yay! Busy project day – and then party! With guest from CT. Woot!
Have a superb Saturday, kid!
11:56 am Phil
Thanks! It’s 48 here. Brrr. Enjoy your day. Trying to stay warm here. Great football weather!
11:58 am
Come here, sweets. I’ll warm you up. 😉
12:51 pm Phil
LOL
12:51 am
Any particular way you want to be heated?
12:58 am Phil
Mouth baby
1:00 pm
Mmmmm… well then. My talented mouth on you, then. Kissing as only I can… for a start.
1:12 pm Phil
Good start 
1:14 pm
I am going to nibble on your ear and your neck next… make that little breathy sound that makes you shiver.
1:45 pm
I am going to make my way down your beautiful chest until I get to what you have been waiting for and take you deep into my mouth in one big slurp!
2:00 pm Phil
Ummmmm
2:20 pm
Gonna suck you very deep…let you feel the hot, wet mouth all around you. Then bob a bit. Then lick you, all along your gorgeous cock, around that sexy mushroom top…mmm
2:29 pm
Getting warmer?
3:45 pm Phil
Oh hell yeah!
4:03 pm
Good to know I’m on the right path! So… I’ll kiss the tip and blow on it. Then gobble you up again… looking into your eyes… watching until I see you burn and twitch… then stopping and waiting as you take deep breaths. Grinning my evil grin. Because I’m going to rev you up. Again and again. Until you squirm and beg…
4:20 pm  Phil
I like it!
4:30 pm
You say you’ve got to cum… I’ll tilt my head just so, take you in deeper, swallow you… feel your hips pop to me, your hands on my head…moaning. press my finger inside you… fill you, find the spot… I’ve learned how to make a you explode in a way you’ll never forget!
5:14 pm Phil
damn
5:15 pm
Warm enough? Or you want more, my dear?
10:23pm Phil
That was awesome
11:24pm
Adore warming you up, kid.
11:46pm Phil
🙂 
11:47pm
Don’t think about me climbing on top of you…rubbing back and forth with your cock between my lower lips.
12:02am
then taking you deep inside me and riding you as you watch my chest…
12:04am Phil
Damn girl. That’s one tight hot pussy
12:16am
Gonna ride you… up and down, your hands on my hips, squeezing my ass… arching my back, driving you so deep…
12:18am Phil
Yeah Sass, ride my cock
12:18am
Finger my clit, kid… make me burn.
Make me shake and scream and cum all over you… feel it drip down, watch me…
then finish… bounce those hips… fill me, kid.
I want that hot white cum inside me!
12:27am Phil
Umm need to cum. Happy to fill your tight pussy
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Hot dogging

Tuesday, August 21, 2012
8:16am
Good morning!  Busy Tuesday?
I’m off to work on conference prep.  Hope today goes smoothly for both of us.
9:30pm
This looks like fun… some hot dogging tonight?

http://i-will-call-you-sir.tumblr.com/post/29229515355/simplyourblog-omg-mmmmmmmmm

10:24pm Phil
That’s fucking hot
11:00pm
Yes.  Thinking of you doing that?  Did things to me… inside
11:03pm Phil
Mmmmmmmmm
11:04pm
and thinking of what would happen next.
11:13pm Phil
A flood of cum
11:14pm
hmmm… lovely
I hope you’d be deep inside when that happens.
11:15pm Phil
Oh hell yeah, balls deep
11:17pm
Mmmf… that phrase make me tremble
in a good way!
11:22pm Phil
Tremble away as your ass gets slapped, balls bouncing on ur clit
11:23pm
man… you know how to make me wet over here!
11:26pm Phil
Good, the better to fuck you
11:27pm
Mmmm… I want that.  Pound me?
11:31pm Phil
Oh yeah, fucking that tight pussy hard, slipping a finger up your ass.
Can feel my cock on the other side
Take it. Hard, fast and deep
Like I know you like it
11:33pm Phil
Yes… yes… please… fuck me…

11:34pm Phil
Take that hard cock, all of it
Wanna feel your pussy clenching, milking my cum deep inside you
Damn…….
11:36pm
You touching yourself?
11:36pm Phil
Been stroking hard and fast
11:36pm
Wish it was my hand…
11:37pm Phil
Me too
11:37pm
pressing the head inside me…
getting you wet
then all the way out
then deep inside
and all the way out again and again…
11:40pm Phil
Here you go.
[cock photo]
Take it deep
11:41pm
Oh… thank you!  You know what I like!
11:42pm Phil
Rub that swollen clit for me
11:42pm
It aches for you…
11:42pm Phil
I know it’s wet and ready
11:44pm
Lick it
11:45pm Phil
Gladly, sucking it, flicking my tongue, tongue darting inside
11:45pm
add fingers…
make me burn
11:47pm Phil
Two fingers, pumping, twisting
11:48pm
damn kid… you have me so revved up on tugging in both my clit and my tit!
11:48pm Phil
Thumb rubbing your ass hole
11:49pm
Mmm… want you…
you.. you..
11:49pm Phil
Cum on babe, get off
11:50pm
My ass won’t stay still… poor desk chair
I wish you could see me…
I hand on my chest, squeezing
A hand between my legs, rubbing like mad
11:51pm Phil
Legs spread, fingers buried, hands squeezing your tits
11:51pm
My mind is so full of you… your gorgeous cock…
crap… the shuddering starting
11:53pm Phil
Oh yeah
[photo of his cock in his hand]
Cum for me
11:55pm
Whew!
11:56pm Phil
Came all over the counter
No pics of fingers rubbing?
Hope you got off Sass
11:57pm
Yes, dear man… it was fierce
11:57pm Phil
Awesome!
Off to bed for me.
Sweet dreams
11:58pm
Sleep well, Philip.
11:58pm Phil
🙂

12:12am
[photo of my tummy and slit with my fingers in it]
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Something for me


Monday, August 20, 2012
7:50 am
Good morning! Happy Monday! I’m off to work to train a new worker.
Have a marvelous day!
8:05 am Phil
New assistant starts today, busy week and weekend
Have a great Monday!
8:11am
Prayers for patience for you and new assistant enjoy the busy as always!
4:12pm Phil
Worked out fine. Thank you!
4:13pm
Oh!  That’s a relief.  Hallelujah!
11:20pm Phil
Nite Sass
11:20pm
So tonight… think about doing something for me.  With your fingers? 
Sweet dreams, kid.
11:21pm Phil
Mmmmm, gonna go get off in the shower to that image
11:22pm
Hear me moan. See my squirm. Make me cum.