Monthly Archives: July 2012

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Saying It

From: Sassy Girl
Subject: Saying it 
Date: July 19, 2011 1:19:57 AM EDT
To: Phil

Holy crap I want to call you so badly.  I can take care of myself most of the time.  But it’s that “hug your loved ones and tell them” time again.  I can’t hug you, but I can write I LOVE YOU in big letters.  
My brother-in-law’s best friend is dying.  He in his 40’s with wife and young children.  He was diagnosed with leukemia on March 8.  Caught early, immediate chemo, 70% chance it would work. It didn’t work.  So they tried drug #2.  That didn’t work.  So they tried the super-duper drug.  Nothing.  So 10 days ago they told him there was nothing more to try, and he might have six months to live.  Last night he had a stroke.  He is bleeding out all over the place inside.  They said it won’t be long, hours.  So less than 5 months, and he will be dead very soon.  He was posting every day in his blog.  There’s an entry yesterday. And now there won’t be anymore.  And it sucks.  Join me in praying for them.
I’ve never met these people.  But I cry for them.  Because I am a big sap.  And because it frightens me.  Because it could be any of us.  It could easily be me if this blasted cancer crap comes back some day.  And it reminds me that life is short.  And we need to say what we need to say.  Don’t wait.  Because sometimes there isn’t another day.    
I wish you could be with me on nights like this.  And on the good ones, too.  I know there are reasons we aren’t together.  But right now I can’t remember them.  I only know that I want to be with you.  And make you happy.  Always.  But it isn’t what you want, so I will keep it to myself.  But know there’s someone out here who loves you a lot.  
I’m sorry to pour this out all over you…I promise to be cheerier tomorrow.  
Sleep well, sweet man. 
-S
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Extra zap

Tuesday, July 19

7:20 am Good morning!  73 sun, a bit drier, 88.  Early appt for extra targeted zap #21.  Then work 3 hr all-staff mtg w/ HR team building.  Have a terrific Tuesday!
[again a switch to facebook discussion]

Phil
8:27 am
Liked the cool tub thing and the Herb Albert. Also one of my favorite performers.
Another busy week, lots going on. My buddy is gone and that really sucks. He was really the only
person I could talk to about work issues. No one else really understands and is willing to talk. He and I spent many nights talking and we were good for each other. Now I no longer have that vent and it’s sad. No more texts saying dude, shut your computer off and get over here and have a beer. I’m gonna be bummed for awhile. Oh well. What can yo do. Hope you have a great day.

11:43 am
Thank you for writing this morning! It meant a lot to me. So glad you liked the FB posts! I post
them just for you. It shouldn’t surprise me anymore that I post things I like and you like them, too. But it sure is fun when you say so!

I was trying to post special things because I could feel your sadness and wanted to help.
I don’t know why I can feel it 1000 miles away, but I do. Thanks for explaining it, 
confirming it. I could tell you guys had a great bromance going, and it was changing and 
that sucks. I hope that passes soon.
11:44 am
I don’t get all the work issues, but feel free to vent at me anyway. I do have a pretty good
brain! I won’t know the answer but maybe just airing it could help you feel better and see
the possibilities? Whatever, I’m here.
            
And now I get to spend three hours talking about a DISC assessment. Heard of it? It’s one 
of those “wonderful HR tools” to assess different work styles, make people aware of them 
and try to make them work better together. Yippee. You will not be surprised that I score 
97% on the Altruism trait!
11:53 am           
At least there is free Indian food! Chicken tikka masala…
Phil
Yummy. Prefer a nice vindaloo curry myself
11:54 am          
Yeah, I know you love hot, saucy things in your mouth.
4:58 pm
I survived staff mtg! Off to a retirement party in the burbs. Home by 8 pm CST. Ping me 
if you want – take our minds off our troubles?
10:33 pm
Lovely party – good to see former co-workers and sit out on a big back porch in the 
night air. Bushed. Bed. Sleep well, sweet man.

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Don't Wanna

Monday, July 18
7:33 am Good morning!  77 already, 91 hot day.  Zap #20 and work for me.  Hope you have a marvelous Monday!
[He switched back to Facebook for reasons known only to him]

Phil
7:53 am             
Fabulous! Good morning!

9:47 am Feel like a bratty little kid, bad case of “don’t wanna.”  Don’t wanna get up, don’t wanna get zapped, don’t wanna work!  Ah, well, gotta anyway!  How’s your day?
10:25 am I needed a strong scenario to get thru treatment today, so I put myself on my knees in my kitchen last December with you, and I was not scrubbing the floor!

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Don’t Wanna

Monday, July 18
7:33 am Good morning!  77 already, 91 hot day.  Zap #20 and work for me.  Hope you have a marvelous Monday!
[He switched back to Facebook for reasons known only to him]

Phil
7:53 am             
Fabulous! Good morning!

9:47 am Feel like a bratty little kid, bad case of “don’t wanna.”  Don’t wanna get up, don’t wanna get zapped, don’t wanna work!  Ah, well, gotta anyway!  How’s your day?
10:25 am I needed a strong scenario to get thru treatment today, so I put myself on my knees in my kitchen last December with you, and I was not scrubbing the floor!

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Barbecue


Sunday, July 17
7:27 am Good morning!  72 headed to 93.  Hot!  Monthly project meeting at 3 pm, then a big bbq at sis’s for entire group!  May your Sunday be what you want!
10:34 pm Great day!  Fastest mtg ever – 10 minutes!  And I socialized at the bbq for hours!  Poured cold water into the hot tub and soaked!  As w/ so many fun times, I wish you were there to enjoy good food, good people w/ me.  Hope you had a great day.  Sleep well, sweet man.
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Texting a Story Part 2

[For parts 1-4, see Texting a Story Part 1]


Saturday, July 16
8:16 am Good morning!  70 sunny, 90 later.  Busy day for  Hubby – two events.  I’ll hobnob around. Envy your Irish breakfast.  Have a stupendous Saturday! 
8:36 am [Part 5] He moved up to kiss her, pressing the massager between them so they shared the vibrations, as he put his tongue in her mouth. She thought of another body part he could put in, moaned. He kissed down her body as she squirmed. He removed her clothes, diving into her wet core w/ his tongue, tasting her.
10:39 am [Part 6] He used the massager on her ass as he flicked her clit with his tongue. She thrashed and he shoved a finger into her, feeling vibrations and the muscles tighten. She squeaked and shook, soaring. She pulled him up for kisses, then grabbed the toy and put it beside his balls with her mouth on his cock.
1:30 pm [Part 7] He moaned as she sucked him down her throat, pressing the massager into his ass. He held her head, watching her fuck him with her talented mouth. He moaned. She stopped. He took a deep breath; she started deeper. He gasped. “Damn girl!” She wiggled the toy in his ass, and hummed. It made him go wild
5:32 pm [Part 8] He told her how hot it was, better than he’d thought, how she made him burn, how tough it was to hold back, how to move her hand to make it even better, how incredible she was, that he was going to cum. Mmm… he peaked, shivered and she tasted the sweetness. He jerked away and shot on her tits
9:08 pm [Part 9] She smiled. It warmed his heart. He pounced on her and rolled around, hugging her, laughing and kissing. He tasted himself in her mouth. They talked of everything and nothing. He slipped inside her. She wrapped her legs around him and pulled him deeper. He moved in and out. So tight, so hot, so wet.
10:07 pm Eyes won’t stay open, off to bed.  Wish you could tuck me in… sweet dreams, kid.

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Texting a Story Part I

Friday, July 15, 2011

7:28 am Good morning!  68/82 perfect!  Zap #19 and no work!  Yay!  Have a fabulous Friday, kid!
12:32 pm [Part 1] He had a sore shoulder, a terrible knot in the muscle. I sat him on the bed, and got the vibrating hand massager. Whirrrrrr. Pressed it gently on the spot, kneading it. He sighed as the vibrations and pressure began to relieve the pain. He thanked me and went to get up but I moved it lower
9:32 pm [Part 2] I gently massaged his lower back, pulling the tension of the day away. He sighed, stretching across the bed, almost asleep. I pressed lower, at the top of his legs. He murmured “so good” as vibrations got to his sensitive areas. I pressed up into his ass, and his hips twitched. He rolled toward me
10:33 pm [Part 3] Brookstone mini massager [photo of the massager]

11:33 pm [Part 4] “Give me that” he demanded. She handed it over and he pressed it to the top of her slit. Mmmm… Now her hips shifted toward him. She shut her eyes. He squeezed her breast w/ his other hand, undid her top to expose her ample cleavage. He put his mouth there, sucked as she moaned, til he’d marked her
11:57 pm Hope you have a nice night.  Sweet dreams, kid.

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Pressing on


Thursday, July 14
7:40 am Good morning!  64 lovely, 77 sounds perfect!  Off to zap #18.  Tired of it but pressing on.  Hope you have a Happy Thursday!
7:12 pm Headed in to Hubby’s event. Hope you have a good evening!
11:30 pm Great night!  Big crowd!  Bushed… sleep well, sweet man.
11:40 pm Phil: Nite Sass
11:41 pm 🙂

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Escape in Memories

Wednesday, July 13
7:17 am Good morning!  Lovely 79 now, 86 later.  Zap #17 and work.  Have a wicked good Wednesday!
7:36 am Phil: Cool day here.  Feels good.  Enjoy the day
5:46 pm Delicious dinner out – NC shredded pork sandwich, slaw, watermelon, beans, garlic mashed potatoes, pickle medley @ http://eastcoastgrill.net/

9:06 pm Hope you’re having a lovely evening.  Storms at 5 pm and much cooler.  On the treatment table today, I was overcome with the need to escape, so I thought of eating lobster and holding your hand, got me through it w/a smile so big the tech commented on it!  Heh.  Thanks for the memory!
9:26 pm Phil: My pleasure!  Great Evening!
9:31 pm What’s making your night so great?
9:35 pm Phil: That was a great evening in December.  LOL.
9:36 pm Oh!  Duh.  Yes… very special.  And thanks for saying we’ll eat lobster again.  I know that was likely the booze talking, but it’s a nice fantasy.
9:51 pm Phil: Booze had nothing to do with it 🙂 
10:33 pm Glad I’m not alone in wanting to see you, touch you again.
10:46 pm Must sleep.  Sweet dreams, kid.